Unexpected rejection

I lost it

Aprils p.o.v.
I woke up to screaming and shouting also an empty bed
"J-Jack?" I said sniffing around the room, he was downstairs
I tip toed down the stairs but I doubt anyone could hear me over the screaming, shouting and growls.
I saw blood, blood everywhere and hunters shooting at Wolves
"Jack!!" I said crying and falling to my knees.
"Hey pretty lady, whatcha doing out of your room" a hunter says loading up his gun
"W-what?!" I said backing up, I had to shift but I couldn't I was scared.
"Stupid wolf!!" He spat out, I heard the click of the gun but didn't feel a bullet.
"What's hap-" I gasped in front of me layed a body. "No...no!! K-Kayla!!!" I shout out while holding her head in my lap
"I-I love you bitch" she says as she takes her last breath, I looked to my other side and saw my mom laying on the floor dead, I tried to look for my dad but he was gone, he just vanished. That coward!
"You will fucking pay!!" I say shifting into wolf, I howled and ripped every hunters neck that I found.
"STOP!" I heard someone scream out "STOP APRIL STOP!" Jack shouts out. I stopped and looked at my paws, my once white paws  were red and my white fur was now red, it looked like I dyed it red.
"April what happened? You just went all monster and took down like 59 fucking hunters babe" I shifted and started crying
"What happened?" He says with concern.  I pointed to Kayla's lifeless body and he gasps as he checks for a pulse
"I'm sorry April I-"
"Hey April sorry about the-" John stares at kaylas body and starts to cry
"OH ARE YOU SAD  CAUSE YOUR FUCKBUDDY'S DEAD OR CAUSE SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT YOU?!" I shouted out as tears angrily fell out of my eyes

"I ACTUALLY DO MISS HER APRIL! MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T SO WEAK AND HOPELESS SHE'D BE ALIVE!" John shouts out.
"Wow I see nothing has changed John, I thought I could give you a chance but no your still that ass from high school" I walked into  my room with  Jack behind me
"Babe are you ok?"
"I'm fine I just.. I can't believe we left things badly"

"You had nothing to do with it, it's fine, she loved you April it's fine"  I sobbed as I hugged him as hard as I could.
"Kayla I'm sorry" I whispered, I let darkness consume me once again.

Johns p.o.v.
Fuck, fuck, fuck! Why did I say that?! I wanted her back not to push her away
Your so stupid  my wolf gray growls out
I'm trying ok! It's hard I'm not perfect
Well you fucked up for sure and trust me I don't think she'll be forgiving you anytime soon, come on John your hurting her wolf.
Fuck you gray. I say as I block out my wolf. I hate this, I hate it! I knew as soon as I took off Kayla's clothes that I had fucked up

-flash back-
"Umm alpha I just wanted to tell you tha-" she stops and stares and at my naked self
"Like what you see?" I said while smirking
"This is wrong I'm sorry alpha" she says while stepping out of my room but I stopped her
"Wanna have some fun?" I ask her while she try's to look away 
"Are you fucking kidding me? Your going to hook up with me when you have a mate out there who's suffering?!" Kayla says as she struggles to leave
"You will stay" i say using my alpha tone
"Y-yes alpha" she says with shame, I ripped off her clothes and as time flew by we were done. I practically raped that bitch, what the fuck John?
"Wow John" she says while running into the bathroom
Ding dong
I quickly ran to the door and saw the most beautiful face ever. April?
-flashback end-
I got out of bed and saw Jack going into the kitchen, this was my chance to talk to her! I quietly tip toed to their room and opened the door. I hated the fact Jack and MY mate shared a room.
"Jack is that you?" She mumbles
"N-no it's me April, your mate" she takes a deep breath
"Mate my ass" she whispers
"What did you just say?"
"I said mate.my.ass." My eyes turned pitch black as I jumped on her
"Your fucking killing me John!" She whispers as she tries to get some air
"Oh sorry i jus-"
"What's going on here?!" Jacks voice boomed through the room
"This assface was trying to rape me John!" She says trying to act all innocent
"GET OUT!" He shouted
"Ok chill dude" I say rolling my eyes
"Chill? You tried to rape MY girlfriend and you probably raped Kayla to! "
I was about to say something back but my wolf told me to stay down, I quickly left the room and cried, yes the big bad wolf cried.

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