Unexpected rejection

Forgetting

Aprils pov
I woke up on my comfy bed wondering what happened yesterday.
"Oh well" I sighed as I picked up my phone and checked the time
"Ugh 3:00" I muttered
"Oh you're awake" Jack whispers
"No shit" I whispered
"You better get dressed." He says with a gulp
"F-for what?"
"For Dylan's funeral"
And that's when it hit me, last night Dylan committed suicide and it was all my fault.
"O-okay" I could feel the tears forming in my eyes, my eyes stung as tears started to fall
"April it's fi-"
"NO JACK IT'S NOT FINE STOP PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS OK!" I shouted out
"Jack gave me a big hug but I pushed him away
"He loved me better than you ever did Jack, how can I let him go that easily?!"
"Same way I did with jasmine."
"Jasmine is different.. SHE NEVER TRULY LOVED YOU."
"BUT I LOVED HER!"
"and I loved Dylan." I whisper
"What did you just say?" He lifts my face up
"I SAID I LOVED DYLAN BEFORE ANYONE ELSE" I smacked him hand away as he looks down
"Get dressed now."
"No I'm not going"
"April don't do this to me" I sighed as I picked up a black dress
"Get out"
"Okay see you there"
I fell to the floor as tears slid down my cheeks.
"Why . Why him?!" I cried out
I slid on my black dress with black heels as I slowly cleaned my face.
"April the ceremony starts in 5" John says
"O-ok"
"April I know you loved him but you have me?" It sounded like he was asking a question instead of a statement.
"I..I know.."
"Ok well get ready alright" I nodded slowly as he left the room. I went downstairs then into the backyard as everyone stood around his coffin, crying and praying to the moon goddess this was fake.
"April I'm sorry for your loss" Drew says patting my back
"It's okay.. It wasn't your fault"
-2 hours later-
I stared outside the window  for hours waiting for Dylan to come back to life.
"April he's not coming back to life" John whispers
"Y-you don't know that!!" I cried out
"April you saw us put ur body in the casket and into the ground" he says as he hugs me
"B-but that c-could've been a stunt double or or his twin or-" I was interrupted by the tears on my face and Johns warm hug.
"It's fine April he's in s better place now"
"N-no he should be here with me!" I cried out
"Shhh you're making it worse for yourself" I sobbed into johns shirt as he held me close
"i love you." I whispered
"I love you too" and with that I fell asleep.

Jacks pov
April was a mess and I didn't know what to do. I ran out of the house and into the woods.
"I know you're here." I spat out
"Baby take me back!!" Jasmine says throwing herself at me.
"Sorry but no thanks" I rolled my eyes as I pushed her off of me. Jasmine took off her shirt and shorts then threw herself at me again.
"Please baby please!!" She bounces up and down but she got nothing to bounce.
"Don't you want these?!" She smirks
"What your flabs?" She glared at me
"I will kill you, just take me back!" Boy this girl was so annoying..
"I-"
"You what?" I started laughing while jasmine gave me the 'wtf' look
"BOOM BITCH!" April punches Jasmine's head as she smiles confidently.
"Ohh you little whore!!" Jasmine pounces on April as they they kept beating up each other.
"Take your tops off!!" This random guy from our pack says as he appears out of the bushes
"What the.. What the fuck?! Get help man!" He shrugs his shoulders and leaves
"Alright get out!" I grabbed into jasmine and threw her into a tree as I carried April then ran, jasmine took no time to check her wounds she just went up and ran for me. I turned around as I ran and I realized jasmine was hot on my tail.
"BRING THAT BITCH OVER HERE!!" She pounces on me and I drop April as she landed with a thud.
"Motherfucker!" She gets up and I could tell she was triggered for the look in her eyes.
"EAT MY DICK" she roundhouse kicks jasmine square on her face as she faints.
"Okay let's go." I whispered in shock
"NO I'M TRIGGERED" she says as she punches trees down
"Okay well-" I was slowly cut off by April drenched in blood
"Oh my god are you okay?!?" I checked for wounds but she had none
"I think you should be asking her.." She points behind the bushes and it was the last person I thought I would ever see again...

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