My Crush's Bestfriend

》Chapter Six《

I've been locked in my room all weekend.

I know it's stupid but I've been basically raking my brain trying to remember what happened at that party.

And let me tell you, it was worth it. I finally remembered.

*Flashback*

My head is spinning and I feel like I'm about to throw up.

What am I doing here?

I groaned as I quickly left the circle in search of a bathroom. Of course I couldn't make it there without interruption.

I was pushed against a wall, as hands roamed over my body. My body was too weak to react, all I could do was let it happen. I tried screaming but nothing came out.

"Shhh damn you're sexy" the person's words came out slurred, his breath reeking of alcohol.

His lips attached themselves to my exposed neck as the tears fell freely from my eyes.

This is it. I'm going to lose my virginity to a drunken stranger. I'm going to be raped.

The mere thought caused more tears to come. I shut my eyes in an attempt to stop them.

Suddenly the weight resting against me was removed and I sank to the ground in tears. I was a sobbing mess, I couldn't, I wouldn't open my eyes.

I heard the sound of bones breaking which caused even more tears.

I hated violence.

It brought back too many memories, memories I tried so hard to forget.

Warm hands cupped my cheeks forcing me to open my eyes. I was met with the chocolate brown irises that I've come to love.

I saw a hint of concern in his eyes but I must have imagined it because it was gone in a flash.

"Come on." He whispered, helping me up from the ground.

My knees buckled under me causing me to grab onto Alex who wrapped his arm around my waist leading me to a room. Even in my drunken state I could feel the butterflies fluttering in my stomach at his touch.

It happened so fast, I started feeling dizzy, my head spinning and a bile rising in my throat. Yup, I puked on myself.

Alex stopped in his tracks, turning to face me. I gave him a sheepish smile to which he just shook his head but I saw the slight tug of his lip.

He opened a door revealing a dark blue room filled with boyish things. Video games scattered in front the flat screen TV, clothes strewn about the floor and a messy bed. Obviously Alex's room.

I turned to him to question as to why he brought me here but was met with his bare stomach.

I gulped at the sight of his well defined six pack. "Done checking me out?" He asked smirking. I blushed quickly diverting my gaze to the floor.

He handed me the shirt and I raised a brow at this. "To wear." He stated rolling his eyes at me. Oh.

I waited for him to leave so I can change into it but he just stood there staring at me. It was making me uncomfortable.

"Um do you mind?" I asked pulling him out of his trance.

"Uh right." He said turning towards the wall. Well I guess he isn't leaving. I quickly peeled the dress off and threw on his jersey. I was immediately surrounded by his minty smell.

"You done?" He asked impatiently.

"Yup." I answered a yawn leaving my mouth as he turned around.
"Tired?" He asked smiling. Yes, smiling not smirking. I almost melted at the sight of his smile.

I couldn't help but smile back gazing up at him. My drunken mind decided to voice my thoughts,"I really like your smile."

His smile faulted and I immediately wanted to take back what I said, anything to make him smile again.

He stared at me, an emotion I couldn't quite pin point crossing over his features. I didn't know what was happening but he started leaning in and I did too.

The space between us non existent as he pulls me flush against his body. His soft lips met mine, moving together in sync. Butterflies exploding in my stomach. Forget butterflies it was a whole freaking zoo. Sparks igniting through me, a pure feeling of bliss taking over every fiber in my body.

It didn't last long before he pulled away. I looked into his eyes expecting them to share the emotion I felt but was met with void ones.

I touched my lips in disbelief. My first kiss. He looked at me and as if realizing what just happened a look of regret took over his features.

"You should sleep." He whispered softly, guiding me to his bed.

I didn't protest as I could feel my body becoming weaker.

I laid on the bed, snuggling into the comfy pillow with Alex's smell prominent on it.

A soft blanket was thrown over me as my eyes began to droop.

I heard Alex's footsteps heading towards the door and fear ignited in me.

What if the guy came back?

"Alex?" I called out, my voice barely audibly to myself but he must of heard because he responded.

"Yea?"

"Stay with me?"

A silence came after and I thought he'd left but the sink in the bed behind me made his presence known.

"Okay" he whispered, laying next to me.

I smiled as my eyes began to close, "Thank you."