I layed on my bed mindlessly looking at the ceiling, the lights are off and it's cold in my room. Everyone was out again except me I was naturally tired because I was helping shine with his video of the 100 anime impressions and then editing one of my videos.
But in all seriousness I was scared now.
Just thinking back to that meeting with ash when I was Michael, I really can't defend my self..I depend on my boyfriend or my friends to help me but it's not all my fault because of the abuse Ash put me through is the reason I don't stand up for myself against him specifically.
Thoughts of what would happen if I'm by myself and I meet him what would I do?, what would happen?,would he take me? I'm just scared
To put the thought away I cuddled in my fluffy blanket and slept.
~Dream~Dream~Dream~Dream~
I held my cheek and then pulled it away,
"HOW MANY TIMES DID I TELL YOU NOT TO HELP TO THAT WEIRD KID?!"
I hesitated but answered
"B-but it's not right having you bully and pick on him!"
He raised his hand again and soon my eyes widen again and I try to protect myself but he slowly puts his hand down.
Were are my parents? Were is help?
Why don't I just break up with guy?
Answer to all of this is one thing
Fear..
Fear is the reason why I don't tell my parents or get help or even break up with him..
"Alright (y/n) wanna know why you Can't help him? Well here's why
1: hes lower than me a popular football player can't have his girlfriend helping a weirdo and 2: because I said, is that enough reason?!"
I got mad and was afraid of what would happen after I said what I was about to say
"You know what Ashton I really don't know why I'm with you or why I bother to stay with you but your the biggest dick on earth! You hit me as if I'm your personal punching bag!!!!
I looked at him straight in the eye but just half a second and I'm on the ground he's kicking me,
Soon after a while I cough out blood
"I have to go I'll finish this when I get back"
He leaves the room and leaves me crying in the once lighted room...
-end of dream -end of dream-
Einshine p.o.v~
I finished uploading my new video and decided to hang out with (y/n), I shut down my computer and turned off the light of the room. I walked out of my house and walked over to (y/n)'s, I knocked in the door and waited
But she wouldn't answer . I knocked a few more times and waited again but only for her not to answer I became worried and just opened the door and to my surprise it was unlocked, I walked in the quite house looking for (y/n) but after a while of looking I heard crying.
I followed the sound of the crying and got to (y/n)'s, room I Quickly opened the door and heard crying or almost sobbing, I turned on the lights and saw her laying cuddled in her blanket with her eyes closed
"She's sleeping.."
I muttered to my self .
I looked at her eyes and saw tears coming down my eyes widened as I heard her cry. I shook her trying to wake her up
"(Y/n), (y/n) wake up.. It's a dream..
I kept doing this for a little and then she woke up gasping for air as if she hasn't been breathing.
She looked at me with tears in her eyes, she was saying nothing so was I
I hugged her and felt her shaking, she hugged me back with her arms shaking
Your p.o.v
I heard my name being called and I felt like I was about to choke, I was gasping for air trying to grab something but it was all dark.. Soon I knew who was saying my name,
Shine.
I woke up at an instant heavily breathing , I had tears in my eyes and I was shaking. I looked at shine without saying anything, he said nothing
Soon he hugged me and I hugged him back with shaking arms.
I started crying and hugged shine harder as if I was afraid to let go,
Shine broke the hug and asked
"What's happening?"
I was afraid to answer as if ash was hearing but I knew I finally had to tell shine about what happened before Japan and my history with ash
I looked at shine and said
"We have to talk.."
