Fallen (Lauren/You) G!P (ONGOING)

A Better Understanding

*not proofread mistakes will be corrected later.

I woke up feeling amazing, last night with Lauren was my first time actually having sex with a woman like I said before I've had girlfriends before but as for intimacy, well it never led anywere especially after the girl found out that I in fact was born with a penis and I was intersex it disgusted them funny how that did but my money didnt. Lauren was the first real thing I had experienced ever she was easy with me she was gentle with me she was amazing we had sex four times and back to back her stamina was something I'd never seen a woman have she could of gone all night but with me being a human and she being an imortal well you can weigh the options.. however I was still drawn to her her beauty her eyes everything I was drawn to her like a moth to a flame, like a firefly to a light I was drawn to her..

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I glanced around the room but Lauren was no where to be found I quickly jumped out of bed and got dressed in whatever I could grab and made my way down stairs I searched for Lauren everywhere but there was no sight of her. I walked to the deck and stared out into the ocean the waves crashed violently against the rocks I hung my head I guess she got what she wanted... what she needed and didn't need me any longer just like the other girls.. I was about to head back inside when something caught my eye.. a flash of light I glanced up and saw Lauren standing naked on the beach she faced the waves her arms were outstretched and her head tilted back slightly. I furrowed my brow and began making my way towards her stopped short of her when I saw her beautiful black wings manifest themselves as she began chanting something in what sounded like Latin. Suddenly the sun began to fade as dark clouds and flashed of light night began to gather the wind picked up a little and I began to back away for my safety the wind be can to pick up yet Lauren could not be moved

"Lauren?" I called I as I reached out to touch her she quickly turned to me her eyes glowing bright yellow suddenly a lightning strike struck her in the chest lifting her off of the ground she hovered for a minute before falling into the water. A few feet from me

"LAUREN!! " I screamed as I ran into the water pulling her out her body was limp. I gathered her craddlestyle and ran into the house.

I lay her on the carpeted floor and quickly began CPR frantically breathing into her mouth and pumping her chest "COME ON! GOD DAMN YOU COME ON!!!" I yelled shaking her she lay peacefully on the floor yet no breath escaped her lungs and she had no pulse

I administered CPR once again but to no avail. Finally I gave up laying my head on her chest hoping,praying for a heart beat but there was none.

"Please don't leave me I just found you... you're all I have... I love you" my voice shook as I lay quietly in silence..

Suddenly Lauren came to gasping desperately for air and caughing I quickly jumped up and examined her

"Lauren!" I said

Lauren stared at me as her breathing slowed back to normal

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I ran a warm bath and helped Lauren inside she was still weak from whatever happened to her earlier and I didn't want to let her out of my site again until her strength was back she spoke not one word as she sat quietly inside of the tub I gently soaped her body before washing her off her hair hung carelessly to the side exposing the tattoo of a dragonfly my fingers gently traced the outline of her tattoo before she grabbed my hand and stared at me..

"I-I'm sorry I"

Lauren raised herself from the bathtub, grabbed a towel and walked into the room. I decided to leave her to her vices as I headed back down stairs into the livingroom. I sat quietly on the sofa with my head in my hands staring down at the floor.

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I woke on the sofa to find Lauren gone and a note on the kitchen table.

"Go to Camila, she needs you don't look for me, I will find you"

-L

I quickly packed my things and headed back home. When I arrived to my house, I noticed Camila's Jaguar still parked in the driveway after letting myself in I searched the house

"Where have you been?" A tired voice asked behind me

I turned to see Camila standing in the hallway her hair flipped to one side she wore an oversized sweater that made her already small frame almost non existant. Her eyes were puffy and red from crying.

"I went to the beach House I had to get away for a while" I said looking down

"You were gone for a month I thought something happened to you! " She yelled as she lunged towards me slapping me in the face

I grabbed my face in pain as I stared at her with widened eyes

"Don't you ever leave me again or I swear" I saw a tear fall from Camila's eye she was truly hurt but why? I walked to her and embraced her in a hug "I'm sorry Camila, I'm sorry for what I said.. I didn't mean to hurt you I "

Before I could finish my words I felt her lips gently pressed against mine in a soft kiss. Her lips felt nothing like laurens. My hands found Camila's waist I gently pulled her away.

"Camila we can't "

" I know , you can't but can you just hold me please" she asked.

We lay in bed together Camila clung to me as if she were going to loose me her breathing became shallow as she drifted off into sleep I gently ran my hand through her long dark hair before I slipped into unconsciousness.

A/N so Camila is really in love with me bt she has Shawn, Shawn is like like a big brother to me and he loves Camila Camila and Shawn haven't had sex because he is wanting to wait till marriage should Camila and I have sex? I need your feedback /comments on the direction this story should take for the next chapter! This story will not be updated again until I get feedback ; )