Crushed Lilies | Charming Tales Series Book : 1 ✔

~Why?~

Dear Peter,

Please tell me what I did wrong to deserve this?

Tell me what have I said which hurt you?

What I did which made you stop loving me?

Was I too clingy?

Was I too demanding?

Or was I insecure?

Are you doing this because I used to message you 'good night' and 'good morning' every day?

Or when you were with the admirers of yours, I was their holding your hand telling them to shoo away?

Is it because I told my best friend that I was your girlfriend when you told me to keep it a secret and she spread it?

Is it because I am not worthy of you?

Or is it because you stopped loving me now?

Was I too low for your standards?

Or just everyone else were too high?

Did I do something to upset you?

Or did I embarrass you?

Don't I wear nice clothes?

Or is it because I prefer to stay at home and trust you while you are out there partying?

Did I ever mean anything to you?

The thing between us was ever real?

The kind of shivers I got from your touch was just a game to you?

Or the kind of words you said which struck my heart with so much force that I couldn't help but fall for you, meant nothing to you?

Did the 'I love yous' you said were like a curse word which you used in every line?

Or the thing between us or the feels I got were nothing to you?

Or my heart was just another toy for you?

If not.

Then why?

Why did you break my heart and made me feel like a pawn in your game?

A pawn in the game of heartbreak.

Tell me why, why did you do it?

From the pieces of my broken heart,

Krista.