Hold Me Close And Don't Let Go

The Aftermath

Warning: Contains mature content, read at own risk.

Y/N's POV:

The minute Joe's lips met mine, I felt something wake up in my heart. Something that has never been triggered by kissing any other boy I have dated. It felt as if my heart was somehow complete.

The kiss got heated very quickly and I could feel his hands around my body. I wanted to have him then and there but he broke away from the kiss a while later. He looked at me with those warm blue eyes and held the gaze.

I could feel myself melting into those eyes. He took my hand and we walked in silence. He had this restlessness in his movements and I could feel myself getting frustrated too. I knew what he wanted and he too knew what I craved.

We got to the main door of his apartment and he ever so impatiently got his keys from his pockets and opened the dark apartment. As I adjusted my eyes to the darkness I felt his lips on mine. He closed the door behind him and moved his hand around the wall, looking for the light switch.

He turned on the lights and led me to his bedroom, all the while his lips on mine. My legs are around his waist and my hands on his hair, caressing it. He has his hands on my waist.

We finally reach his bedroom and he plops me down on his bed. He looks at me, his face flushed because of all the kissing and his chest going up and down due to lack of air in his lungs. His eyes are now full of lust but just as he was about to come on top of me, he resists himself. It's as if he wants to rethink about what we are about to do.

Me, as intoxicated as I was, groaned in annoyance and said, "Just do it already!"

That made all his doubts fly away and he started kissing me again. His hands tugged on my dress and I sat up to take it off. That left me in my bra and matching panties. He took off his shirt, letting me see his defined abs. I traced a hand along his chest that made him groan in pleasure.

I pulled his jeans down which left him in his boxers. I could already see a bulge in them which made me want this more than anything.

He took me in his lap and unhooked my bra and then my panties. He looked at me and said, "You are beautiful Y/N," and I couldn't help but blush at his words.

He pulled off his boxers and I could see his growing member. He reached over to his drawer to take a condom out. He opened it and rolled it onto his length.

He massaged my breasts making me throw my head back and moan in pleasure. I stroked his member which made him move his head back and moan my name. When we knew we were ready, we looked at each other, wanting this more than we ever thought we would.

Then it happened. He thrusted into me and I could feel my tight walls stretch to adjust to his length. He thrusted deep into me once and then pulled out completely. Then he went back in with double the force. I moaned loudly and could feel the pressure building up already.

He went in nice and slow first and when we both had adjusted he went in hard and fierce. I moaned and screamed his name. He, too, was overwhelmed in pleasure. I felt his movements becoming sloppy, indicating he was close. I was close too. The pressure had built up tremendously and I just couldn't take the pleasure. I came hard, cum gushing out of me and onto his length.

That took him over the edge and with one last moan he came hard, his cum shooting into me.

We lay in bed. He had his arms around me and I rested my head on his chest.

I was drunk still and knew I would regret this when I was sober.

*the next morning*

I woke up to a horrible headache. My mouth felt dry and my head hurt like crazy. I woke up to find myself in a different surrounding. Not Joe's guestroom but his bedroom. I started to get out of the bed when I realized I didn't have any clothing on me.

Then reality dawned upon me.

We had sex last night.

We had sex.

I felt myself getting redder by the minute, both out of anger and embarrassment. I slowly walked over to my room when I saw Joe wasn't anywhere around, just with the bedsheet clad around me. I ran into my room and quickly changed into my clothes.

I didn't know what to say to Joe. He was my bestfriend and I ended up having sex with him. Good job Y/N!

I convinced myself that it was only the temptation and the loneliness that made me do this. I didn't want things to be awkward between us. So I decided to clear things up.

I couldn't help but remember last night over and over as I waited for Joe. I felt so happy when I kissed him. He made my heart melt. I never had a boy who made me feel that way. Why did I feel like that?

I was distracted from my thoughts by the sound of the main door opening and Joe coming in wearing his gym clothes.

"Hey, I see that you woke up early today," he said obviously aware of what had happened but was making himself busy by doing random things.

"Listen we need to talk," I said a little hesitantly.

"I know Y/N, me too," Joe said and stopped whatever he was doing.

"Listen...umm...what happened last night was...umm out of temptation I guess and I am really sorry I had drunk so much but I hope it doesn't make things awkward between us. It was just a mistake," I said.

I could see a little hint of disappointment in Joe's face and I could feel myself getting a little sad too. But why?

"Yeah I guess that's cleared out then," Joe said trying his best to sound relieved.

"Yeah," I said and smiled at Joe, he smiled back and I couldn't help but have a flashback to the previous night.

"So what do you have in mind?" Joe asked.

"Umm, I have to work in the studio today and I have a couple of meeting after, so I might be late today."

"Oh okay. Well Caspar is coming over a later today."

"Oh really! That's great. I will try to be early then."

"Okay then see ya later," Joe said and walked off to his room.

The day went on I kept myself as busy as I could. At about 5 p.m. I finished all my work and headed to Joe's. When I went home, Caspar had already arrived and was playing Fifa with Joe.

He walked over to me to give me a big hug as soon as he saw me.

"It's so good to see you Y/N after such a long time!"

"Yes such a long time, it's good to see you too Caspar,' I said with a huge smile on my face.

Then I looked over to Joe who was looking at me but quickly looked away as soon as his eyes met mine. Caspar definitely saw something was going on but didn't say anything strangely.

We chatted a bit, I tried to act as normal as I could but ended up kind of not talking to Joe. I mean, every time I did, I would end up looking into those deep blue eyes and find myself reminiscing last night.

After a while of talking, Caspar suggested we head over to a club he had heard about a lot. It was a 10 minute walk from here. I didn't really want to go because I would end up drunk and wasted and do something stupid again.

But Caspar was being very adamant so I had to go. I shouldn't have said yes. I really shouldn't have.

Author's Note: Next update coming up in a few days.