LYFE

Te Amo

Jason pov.
September rolled in pretty fast. I didn't want to leave but I didn't want to stay. Me & Devan'te have been getting close everyday now. We have play dates with the kids and do romantic dates and stuff. It's crazy but I haven't checked on avi in a while, I know it's wrong but it's just something that's making me re think about life. I love avi I would do anything for him. But is he the one I should marry?. 3 years we been together only once we separated. But Devan'te when we was together we never separated, if we was mad I would sleep in the guest room and Devan'te would stay in our bedroom. Sigh but we never stay mad long, we fought that night by that afternoon we having make up sex and we cool again. What am I saying I love avi. But I think Devan'te is making me change my mind. It's something about him that's making me have a change of heart. I think I need to have a one and one sit down and talk with him. It's 10 o'clock and I'm carrying Jayla to look for her flower girl dress. She said she wanted a pink dress. I told her no she can have pink stuff on it or wear pink cloves or something but it's white. She said ok and we left it at that the seamstress took her measurements and got her fabric and said her dress will be done by November. I told her okay and paid the full $200. We walked out of the seamstress store and headed for some food. I asked Jayla what she wanted to eat, she said she wanted pizza and that cookie pizza. I told her okay I placed the order and we waited. As we waited I took the time to text Devan'te and see how he's doing.

Me- hey sexy how's your day going so far.?
Devan'te - it's good Zaddy what about yours?
Me- it's good getting Jayla some food and about to head home
Devan'te- okay that's good. I guess y'all went wedding shopping
Me- yeah I just paid for her dress. Hey can we talk face to face? Really need to ask you something.
Devan'te - sure no prob. What time you want me past by.
Me- like after 10 that's when Jayla would be sleep and everyone as well.
Devan'te- ok sure no problem, I'll bring some ice cream or something.
Me- ok sure thanks.

Just when I sent that text the lady called our order and Jayla got the cookie pizza and I got the pizza and got to the car and headed home. 1 hour later we got home and we was eating the pizza and the cookie pizza eating a Disney movie. Jayla is a Disney princess to me lol long black hair and her hazel brown eyes like mine. When she put her hair in one I noticed she had a mark on her neck. I asked her how she got it she told me that she don't know he had it since she could remember. I told her to come let me see it, when she did I was stun that my baby girl had a birthmark just like me. But my own is on my left chest. I told her it's her birth mark she was excited and ask if I had one. I told her yes and I showed her mines looked like a claw print. Jayla own was looking like a paw print. So I knew she really was my daughter. We laid on the couch together and she started to fall sleep. I told her to wash up and brush her teeth and go to bed. She did what she was told and I tucked her in and kissed her forehead and told her I love her and good night, she said the same. I closed her door and took a shower and put on some joggers and a tank and waited for Devan'te to come. 3 minutes later I heard a knock and it was Devan'te with a bag of muffins and a small pint of my favorite ice cream Pistachio. Avi don't even know this. Lol Devan'te knows how to make me smile. We went to the pool and put our foot in and just talked and ate muffins and ice cream. He rest his bowl down on the side and side what I wanted to talk to him about. I rest my bowl down as well and turned to him,

Me- Devan'te I love you and I notice your starting to love Jayla as well. But I have a serious question for you
Devan'te- I love you too jay jay, and yes she has my heart but my son takes first place. And ask away.
Me- what would you do/say if I told you that I still want to marry my fiancé but have you in my life as well.
Devan'te- to be honest jay, I let you go a long time ago, and that was the biggest mistake of my life. But if you really love your fiancé I'll still be in your life and Jayla's but I won't be any where around you nor your fiancé. If it's just you and me and Jayla that's fine.
Me- damn Devan'te I thought you would of said your leaving and don't talk to me ever again. But I respect that but, I'm going to be honest with you. I don't know if Im going to marry my fiancé anymore. Because you shown me more than just love it's like we never broke up and that have me thinking.
Devan'te - have you thinking about what.?
Me- that you should be the one I'm marrying not my fiancé.