LYFE

This Is Me

Baby please don't forget me, I love you so much. Take care of Jayla baby, make sure she becomes a decent lady with class and morals. Omg I'm hurting right now because I can't be there with you right now. I just want hold you and smell your sweet skin. Damn baby I have to go, don't worry I'm always here for you okay I love you Avi............. "Jason, Jason, Jason, JASON.

As I toss and turn, calling out Jason name. Mason overhead and came to wake me. When I woken up, my entire body was full of sweat. Mason asked if I had a nightmare. I told him not really. He looked confused and asked well if it wasn't then why am I covered in sweat and the AC was on #3?. Damn I guess he was right. I told him Jason was telling me how he loved me and don't forget about him and our love, and for me to take care of Jayla. Mason didn't know how to respond. He told me to go take a shower and so I won't get sick from this cold AC and hot sweat. He said he will change the sheets and be downstairs. As I was cleaning my body, I had to lean on the wall because I felt so weak in that moment. I don't know why but I think I need to see my doctor immediately. I got out the shower and did my morning routine but I didn't do my hair. I thought about growing it back so now it's almost in a ponytail. I got downstairs and I notice Jayla was ready for school and Vanessa was getting breakfast ready. I told Vanessa I'm going to my doctor because I'm not feeling well. So Mason stood up and said well he can drop Jayla to school and carry me to my doctor p. I told him that's not necessary. I told him he can carry Jayla to school so he can use my car. I told Mason I'll call a friend to carry me. He looked at me like Jason would when he was jealous. Omg this dude was making me laugh inside. He asked if I was sure, I told him yes and gave him a look that always made Jason at ease. Damn this dude body language was just like Jason. Vanessa said she was going out to run a few errands and she was going check on the house home. She practically lives here now ever since me and Jason got back together. She either sleeps in Jayla's room or in the pool house with Mason. I decided to call Josh because I haven't heard or seen him since the drama. He told me he couldn't carry me because he was at work but he will pass later when he get off to see how I'm feeling. I told him okay sure, tbh I look at Josh as a little brother lol. He don't give me that I want to fuck you vibe. I would lay on him or vice versa and nothing would be awkward. I didn't want to call Kwan because he isn't someone I can see myself being with. Not even a fuck buddy. Before I could even think my phone started to ring and when I looked at the screen, I was shocked yet happy to see his name pop up.

Me- hello
Chaz- hey what's good B?.
Me- nothing much looking for a ride to go see my doctor.
Chaz- what happened? You want me come get you?.
Me- it's nothing serious I've just feeling a little weak this morning. And no It's okay don't want inconvenience you.
Chaz- yo, stop talking shit. You ready? I'm coming in 5minutes.
Me- Chaz yes I'm ready but don't worry about it.
Chaz- Avi just be outside in couple minutes. See you when I reach.
Hangs up the phone!!!!!!.

Damn this dude is about that life lol. In less than 3minutes he was honking his horn outside. As I came down the stairs onto the walkway I felt a little dizzy and I side step and end up falling on the grass. Chaz ran towards me asking me if I was okay. I told him I just felt a little dizzy and my legs got weak. He looked at me and he told me to grab my things and he will carry me. I told him I was okay and he didn't listen to what I said. Next thing I know he was carrying me into his car like a were a newlywed bride. He buckled me up and ask which hospital I'm going to. I told him at doctors hospital and he said which doctor I'm going to see. I told him my doctor name and he started to call the hospital and asked if he can speak with my doctor. He told my doctor that I'm weak and having light dizziness. Next thing I know he was saying okay we are on our way. He was being so dominant and rubbing my leg (not in a sexual way) asking if I'm okay. I told him yeah but in a weak voice. He reached for my hand and held it while he drove with the other. All I could remember was him saying just stay awake and after he noticed I was responding he was calling my name loud. My eyes closed and all I saw was blackness. The next time I woked up, I heard my name being called and a bright light. At first the voice sounded like Jason and I answered to it. As I continue to wake up even more I notice my doctor standing next to me ask my if I know where I am. I told him yes if he would stop shouting. He chuckled and said well glad to see you didn't lost your sense of humor Avi. I touched my head and asked what's going on and, he told me that my pressure went over the scale and my sugar was low. So I looked around and asked where is the guy who brought me here?. He told me he's in the waiting room, he said he couldn't see you like that. I held my head and told my doc thanks and for him to call Chaz. He said sure but he looked at me and asked before I do that can I ask what's going on. The look on my doctor face I could tell he was scared for me also. I basically sat up and took in a deep sigh and told him the story. After I was finish he hugged me and told me that he was so sorry to hear about everything and he knows why my health was crazy. He patted my shoulder and told me try my best to take it easy from here on in. He said he me wanted to come back in two weeks for a follow up checkup. I told him okay no problem, he left and went for Chaz. Chaz came in with some smoothies One for him and one for me. When he walked in he had this sad face looked like he was crying. Before I could say anything to him my phone was ringing. I looked at the screen and notice it was Mason calling. I answered quickly and told him I'm fine and I got a ride to the hospital and will see the family later bye All in one breath. I turned to Chaz who still was looking sad I told him I'm okay. I guess he wasn't convinced, so I told him to come sit on the bed. He did and I held his hand and in that moment he didn't even understand why. I told him to look at me and his eyes were so beautiful omg. I thought Jason eyes were sexy omg. Chaz eyes were a green and gray Beautiful mix for his skin color. I got side tracked and was looking in his eyes longer than I expected. It's like his eyes told a story and I could read it. I didn't know what to do with myself, he continued to stare at me which made things worst. I was about to say something but his phone started to ring. I didn't see the name but he told me to give him a moment. I told him sure and decided to put on my clothes. As I'm putting my clothes on one piece at a time I felt eyes staring. When I turned Chaz was looking at me with that " gawddamn shorty you make a nigga weak look". I blushed a little and put on the rest of my clothes and headed for the door. Chaz stood there like I'm gonna act like he just didn't see what my papa gave me lol. I told him to wipe his mouth he had a little dribble. When he wiped his face he laughed and I walked off heading out to check out. He brushed by me so smooth he think I didn't feel his little tap he did on my ass. I grinned a little and shook my head. After all of that Chaz brought his car so I won't have to walk far, I got in and we made our way home. It was in the afternoon so I knew Jayla would be home. When we reached I noticed Mason on the porch looking how Jason use to worried. Chaz came out as well and I knew this might not be a good idea. I told Chaz that I'm okay and I was appreciated of his concern. He looked at me and smiled and opened his arms for a hug. We hugged and with that I felt like I was in heaven. When we were done he kissed my forehead and said he will call later to see how I'm doing I told him sure no problem. Chaz got back into his car and took off. As I made my way into the house I could felt the tension Mason was giving off. I made my way to check on Vanessa and Jayla, when I entered my room I heard when the door closed. I didn't have to guess who it was.