LYFE

Im So Blu

It's morning and I woke up feeling some type of way, so I decide to take a bath but that had me thinking a lot. As I stand over the bathroom sink looking in a foggy mirror caused from the steam from my hot bath. I couldn't help what just transpire last night, It's like everything is just going crazy. Cj aunt basically had me in tears because she knew about us from the get go. She even knew Jason and Jayla. I couldn't grasp it but I had to get myself ready for today because I knew i couldn't let my heart be troubled. Today wasn't my bday but it was the bbq I had plan for months. I didn't even bother to put my clothes on yet. I walked out in some short rip jeans my kiss me pink tank top, and my house sandals. I walked up and down making sure my kitchen was ready for today. I started to bake the cookies and cakes and muffins first because they was the easiest to make. I knew the recipe out of my head but when it came down to the speciality cakes and stuff I had to use my desert book I bought from chef bobby from the food network. I was half way finish my kitchen smelled like a bakery and I felt good, Jason walked in and I knew he tried to get a muffin and I told him if he touch it he would get slice with my knife. I always know Jason actions lol that's what use to scare me but I loved it. Jason called and told his friend blu who owns a bar/warehouse that he needed some stuff and he's coming down there to place the order and for it to be delivered at 1pm at the house.
Now let me tell y'all about blu that dude always saying some slick shit to me but how I'm such a bitch and I walk and talk like one. Lol the funny thing about it his cousin David who use to be a friend of mines use to fuck his best friend on the low but he didn't know. His friend always was the thug one lol until one night. Blu came home early from work from the hotels and he heard moaning so he knew his cousin was fucking a bitch. He heard the wetness and he felt some type of way and felt like he was missing out. He opened his cousin door so he could join but when he looked up, he notice his cousin slinging all his dick in a phat ass, but when he notice the phat ass belongs to his best friend he lost it and moved out and changed numbers and everything. But anyway enough about that clown, I was almost finish and the door bell rang and I told the person to come in and when I looked up it was my aunt with my uncle Jeff with 3 boxes of meat in containers and almost a bag of sauces lol. I asked her if she feeding the entire neighborhood. She laughed and said no but our is big and when they eat and drink and smoke they get greedy. I laughed and told them to head at the back so they could start getting the grills ready. We already had a grill but my aunt brought her own as well. Lol I finished let some the cakes cool off so later I can put the icing on them. I asked my uncle if anything else was coming out he said yeah a small box of utensils and aprons. I told him I'll get it but when I walked outside I notice a big shipping truck was reversing in my yard. I had to see what this was because I knew I didn't order any tents or anything. When I was half way a guy came out and he was looking refreshing. I mean homey was rocking a wife beater nice fitted jeans with tattoos all over his body and rip muscles of a Greek god. Low hair cut a small yet sexy Rick Ross beard and his body glistened in sweat but he didn't smell the least. YASSS GAWD KML, I didn't know I said out loud because the guy chuckled and ask if this house #44. I told him yeah and he could see the look on my face was confused. He nodded for me to come to the back of the truck so I went and when I said his body was so yummy, I watched every muscle in his body moved and flexed. He opened his truck and when I saw it my mouth dropped open. The truck was loaded with alcohol from cases of wine to beers and soft drinks. A few cases of hard rum. Jason really knew me I'm a wine type of guy, but I love beers. He gave me the invoice and told me the bill was already paid. I looked at him and tried to avoid his eyes, and told ok thanks. He asked if we was having a event or something I told him yeah a bday BBQ at that. He said if this was for the prime minister or something because even he knew this was to much stuff. I smiled and told him I know but I'm the bday boy so I guess my boyfriend was being extra. He looked at me confused and did a small grin and walked off. After they were finish loading up the backyard with alcohol by the bar he told me I have to sign to say I receive the order. I did that and before he got in the truck he said well happy bday and to enjoy myself. Before he pulled off I told him if he wanted to he came come back and help my family drink up the alcohol and eat plenty. He asked if he could bring a few friends I told him sure, I got back in the house watched as they left out my yard. Even though me and Jason are slowly but surely getting back together, but homey made me nervous for some reason. When I got back to the kitchen and started to put icing on the cakes and muffins and stuff and Jason walked thru the door and he looked at me and he knew I was pissed. He walked over to me and kissed my neck and said sorry like he knew what I was pissed about. He signaled for someone to come out and when I heard the heels I waited to see who it was and when the woman turned, I screamed out my whole voice like a banshee, and was crying because I haven't seen my sister in so long. She's not my real sister but my dad took my neighbor daughter under his arm because her father died suddenly and they didn't had no living relative around expect us. She's 3 years older than me so, but she always played the younger sibling lol. I couldn't stop crying because the last time I heard she went to the navy graduated at high standards and she's her own boss of her new solider boot camp in California. Now Jason knew I missed her a lot we try to talk every other mint when she's free but I'm either busy or she's busy. I finally caught myself and decided to go walk round to see how everything is coming along. Everything was coming full swing. My family came in loads lol I just hope every body has a great time. As I was getting ready I felt a pair of hands around my waist while I lotion my body with coconut oil and and my fruity cologne oils, as soon I felt the grip I knew it was Jason lol. I turned around to be immediately have my lips pressed with his. We stood there for about 10minutes, after I pulled away Jason smiled nodding for us to get a quickie lol. I told him no because we will never come out, but before he could play like he was sad that I said no I kissed him with my tongue and he looked at me like damn. I told him I was happy he got my sister to come even though he had me crying like a bitch lol but I loved him for that. As I put on my clothes Jason gets in the shower and damn his body was life trust, he lucky because I would tell everyone leave and have this whole afternoon in this house stank of cum and sweat. I walked in the bathe room while he brushed his teeth I had to spank that ass before I left lolol. When I did that Jason just twerked a little lol making me laugh. I told him to hurry up and to be on his best behavior while I left the room. When I came to the back yard everyone was smiling having a blast the kids and teens were having water gun fights and all that. I heard my aunt calling me in the kitchen and I notice she was saying something about this dude came here asking questions like he live here, I asked her where he is she pointed by the patio outside. I went ousted and just laughed when I saw who it was. I told my aunt it's okay he's family. It was my cousin Dez who I haven't seen in like forever. I was so happy to see him, Dez is family from my mother side so plus he's the only one I actually talk to. I brought him
Inside and introduce Dez to my aunt and uncle and they wasn't being mean but they had that shade in their eyes. I showed him around introduce him to couple friends and family and I went to look for Jason but I didn't see him. I guess he's up and about. When I was about to get me a drink my aunt called me telling some guy were at the door saying they came to crash the party. I looked at her like hell nah not today satan. When I went to the door there was this fine ass dude with two other fine dudes and one girl. I asked them if I can help them when a voice from the side spoke and said yeah bday boy you can help me with letting me inside. I couldn't figure out who it was until he came into the light. Damn this was the dude from the truck earlier, damn he clean up hella nice. He was wearing a muscle V-neck shirt some fitted pants and some geek shades. Damn my kind of look, so I smiled and he said sorry for the lateness. I told him its kool better late than never. I walked them in and I told my aunt they are from the liquor store she blushed and smiled at one of the young guys who was with them. I guess my aunt was playing cougar tonight lololol. I told them everything is in the back and to enjoy themselves, before I could turn around I was face to face with mr sexy. He had a evil grin which was sexy yet scary at the same time. He pulled out his hand for me to shake it and i did he told me his name was Vonte but everyone call him Von. I smiled because his name suite his look. I told him I'm avi and when I said that he did some movements with his lips and hunni can I tell you I sprung a leak. Them lips were made for eating lololol .....I think I was sweating like a sinner in church. I broke our handshake and told him to enjoy the party he said sure. I went in the me Jason room and tried to catch myself for at least for a while before I go back out there. Not long there was a knock and I turned to see my sister. I smiled and she came and sat next to me. She knew I was having a moment because she took off her shoes and closed and lock the door. I guess we was having our heart to heart talk lol.

Me- so how's life treating you big sis.
Shanti- I'm good babyboy but I'm not here to talk about me, let's talk about you.
Me-sigh lol right now it's hard because I don't know where to start.
Shanti- well start from this Cj situation straight up to now.
Me- okay well we need like 3 bottles of wine because this isn't a easy short story.
Shanti- well lucky I brought a 1.5ltr of white wine & two glasses lolol...now spill the tea sweetie.

After about 2hours me and my sister was talking and laughing at some situations. But when it came to compare sex between Jason and Cj I couldn't do that. So I moved on to a next topic. Before the conversation started there was a knock on the door and my uncle Jeff said its getting late and people were leaving.. So I got up but forgot I was drinking so I kind of stumbled a little lol no tea no shade. I told my uncle I'll be out in a few, my sister burst out laughing when she notice my uncle was gone Lol I so hated her but had to love her. When I finally was strong enough I walked to the back where the party was and I notice the place was crazy Beer bottles all on the floor plates napkins lol. The sad thing was no food was left only alcohol. I rolled my eyes and said to myself I ain't doing that by myself. My aunt smiled and said she will drop Jordan here to help me clean, I told that wasn't call for. Jason came from inside the house laughing and giggling with Dez on his arm. I knew either he was high or drunk. Sigh the stress I had to deal with. When Jason is high or drunk he really gets in tune with his feelings and that I don't need tonight. I hugged my aunt and uncle good night and walked them to the car and told them I'll call them on Sunday for church. I walked back to my house and I notice Von was walking from the back yard. I stop him and asked if he enjoyed himself. He looked at Me and I can tell I either disappointed him or he didn't had fun. He forced a smile and said he did. I knew he was liking but before I could ask what's going on Jason shouted at me to come in the house, sigh here i go I told Von to enjoy his night and hope everything is okay he nodded his head and walked to his car.when I Walked in Jason grab my arm forcefully and asked if I fucked him. I looked at Jason like he has to be out of his mind or really drunk.i sucked my teeth and went into the bathroom to wash up before bed.Dez told me he would come back in the morning I knew why because he wasn't staying to deal with Jason. I gave him that "yeah thanks a mil" look. He smiled and hugged me I told shanti she can stay here if she likes she smiled and notice the situation as well. She said no Hun I'll come back morning as well. I just rolled my eyes because I'm not into this drama tonight. As soon as Dez and shanti left Jason and me was standing eyeing each other down until I rolled my eyes and walked off. Jason started to shout out my name and I didn't look or respond I continue to walk to my room because I wasn't staying in his room. Jason followed me and before I could close the door he pushed thru and I just was tired. Jason came in my face asking me if I fucked Von and I can see tears coming out. Sigh I said no and walked off before I got a chance to make a step he grabbed my arm really hard and it hurt so I turned and slapped the shit out of him.when I slapped him he didn't fight back he just sat on my bed and cried. I felt bad for him because I knew how he gets when he's drunk or high. I walked over and he grabbed my waist and I could feel the pain in the way he touched me. I lifted his chin so I can see his face and his eyes was red and he was to chute. I wiped his face and I told him I will never let a soul touch me ever again. I kissed his forehead and told him lets take a shower. He took off his clothes and he didn't get hard which shocked me. I got naked and we both entered the shower and I went in first and Jason behind. As the shower run over our bodies Jason wrap his arms around my waist and I knew he was feeling some type of way. I turned around and he looked at me like he just lost his friend. Now that I say that omg I forgot about Jason feelings for Cj. Damn now it's clear, I told Jason to wash up and to meet me in the bedroom.i got out and lit some candles  and put on some Jason of old r&b on the surround sound and Jason came out looking fresh but he still had that sad moment. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the bed and I lied down and I told hi to lay on my chest and just let the music soothe him. I felt water running down my leg but I knew he needed this. I rubbed his hair and just let him drop sleep on his own. After a hour Jason was behind me wrapped up and sleep like nothing happened. I kissed his cheeks and I knew I had a baby but he was my baby.