Omaha Boys Preferences

Warrior:: Jack J

(your POV)
This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
Your a criminal
And you steal like your a pro

" You stole my heart J" I whispered
" I can't- I don't want to lose you"

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

" You saved me J" I said as I ran my fingers over the fading scars that ran along my arms.

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again.

" I miss you J, I don't know if I can do this anymore" I muttered.

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies your nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

" You said you'd be there for me J, forever and always" I said.
My hand grasped the charm bracelet he had gotten me. My fingers curled around the newest charm. A heart with ( your first initial) + J carved into it.
I looked at it for a split second before fiercely grabbing it and ripping it off my wrist. Pieces flying everywhere. Truths into lies.

Cause all the pain, and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken, or bruised.

The bottle held in my hand. I slowly brung it to my mouth.

Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

I thought about it. Do I do it? Or not?

" There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up to fast
All it took was once I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

I couldn't take it anymore. The pain was killing me.

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made is steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

Again

My mind raced back on my past childhood memories.

" I love you Jack Edward Johnson. And I will never stop" I whispered.

My trembling hands slowly brought the bottle to my lips before I stand the whole thing. I threw the bottle against the wall where it landed worth the smashed others.Small sobs escaped my lips .

" I will soon join you" I whispered as I grabbed yet another bottle.

A house full of broken promises, lies, tears of pain, and so much more.