Our Story

Our Story Continues...

     See? What did I tell you, the end is never really the end, because unless you die well...Life keeps going. So, what has happened since 'the end'? Well, Airy has a major crush on a guy at her school (say his name and she blushes cherry red, it's hilarious) but it too afraid to tell him. She is slowly getting better, pulling her life together, and crawling out from under her rock finally, I am so proud of her. Muki and I are now dating but she is in Texas! Yea, annoying as hell lemme tell ya. She asked me out! Which was awesome just because I am always the one asking people out. Yes, she has read this book and yes she is jealous of Lynne. It's okay she likes a guy on Wattpad and I am jealous of her liking him, so we are even.

     Recently I have been an emotional mess. Out of respect for the dead, I ain't gonna change her name either. I got a text the other day saying that my best friend and first girlfriend had committed suicide. Now I met Kim in an after school care in 3rd grade, she was in 4th grade. She had red-orange hair, green eyes, freckles, very very pale and skinny. She cut her wrists and was anorexic. She was treated badly at home because she was the black sheep in the family. Everyone else in her family had brown hair and brown eyes. Her Dad was strict and to be honest he scared me, that doesn't happen easily. Kim also was secretly bisexual. We never got to speak unless we were at school, she wasn't allowed a cell phone and wasn't allowed to have an email. She and I dated for three and a half years until I moved to another state. If I hadn't moved we'd probably still be dating.

     She was so frail and delicate, she looked like she was about to break. I thought and worried about her every day since I left. I was worried her Dad would hit her again. Before I moved she had gotten happier and cut less. But the scars covered her arms and shoulders. Apparently, after I left Kim told people she was bisexual and eight months later hung herself in her backyard. I was not rational and I was a mess when I found out. But technically speaking Air talked me off the ledge. I was afraid to tell Muki what had happened, she worried and I knew she would feel bad for not being here. I guess I am not used to people caring like that. I'm still a mess sometimes when Kim pops into my mind I will cry. Airy said that she was watching over me, and I sure hope she is.

     My grandmother's health is decreasing rapidly and has to go into heart surgery this next year. There is a pretty good chance she won't make it out of surgery. But we are hoping for the best, if she makes it out it will add 10 years to her life. Envi didn't believe me when I told her that whenever I run out of Pepsi, something bad happens that day, it happens every time. I keep accidentally pissing the Pepsi gods off. Airy has been very secretive lately and I am just bout ready to fly to her place and tackle her. My dear impossible mental twin, please stop being a PITA, that's Bradly's job hun.