Thought were running round his mind like greyhounds. 'She kissed me. I kissed her back. Why didn't I stop? Why couldn't I stop?' They wouldn't stop. Suddenly, Lisbeth appeared from around the corner, smirking but her eyes were full of shame. "H...h...hi Kirito," Lisbeth stuttered "a...are you...ok?" Staring up at her, wide eyed, he rubbed his neck with tense fingers and began to cry "I'm evil!" "Why?" Lisbeth questioned falling to her knees beside him. Tearfully, he replied "I love Asuna, with all my heart...but I love you too." Taken back, Lisbeth jerked back into a nearby tree and breathed deeply, repeating his recent sayings in her head.
Collapsing back in guilt, Kirito face planted the grass, damp with the tears of guilt belonging to him and early afternoon dew. Staring at his wedding ring, tears streamed dorm his face, red raw with shame and disappointment. 'I love them both,' he thought '...but I love Asuna more.' Throwing himself upright, he stumbled over to Lisbeth and kissed her cheek and voiced "I like you Lisbeth but I'm committed to Asuna and if she could see me now I don't know what she'd do. I'm going to the only place I should have gone...I'm going home."
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Sword art online: the chronicles part 4
FantasyPart 4. When a new member joins the family, Asuna and Kirito must juggle two kids. When Kirito is called back to battle, his responsibilities are given to Asuna. When Lisbeth tries to get closer to Kirito, he wonders why he ever left his family.
