(I Think) I Know Who I Am

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Battling with anxiety right now. Here's something I created to keep busy.
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She is the middle child
But not the forgotten one
Forever stained, ingrained, inside their hearts

She tastes, sees, feels
Yet uncomfortable in her own skin
She is sex-craved,
For big hands or red nail polish
And doesn't know where to begin

She doesn't want a man
Because that makes her vulnerable.
To the memories
Of her father

Left alone, distracted, she obviously bored Him quickly

But a man is what she wants

Now she does not want a woman, for the goddess Hera is throwing responsibility to the air

Too high of a risk for homicide

But a woman is what she will not have

Just because half her childhood is missing
Doesn't mean Daddy will get on his knee
And propose

It's wrong
She does not need a man

But she needs someone

This is her bi-curiosity
Of exposing (maybe) who she is

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