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SORRY IVE BEEN DEAD LOL HAPPY SPOOKS

Calvin; two weeks later

Greg asked if he could stay longer a week ago, obviously I told him it was fine and he could stay. He explained all about the divorce stuff going on. I've been his fuck buddy now. What? He hasn't asked me out or anything. So, right now it's sort of a 'friends with benefits' thing. I don't know how to explain it.

Right now he's showering, while I'm on Twitter. People have been assuming somethings up because of the pictures that are being taken, and certain actions in videos. Oh yeah, I'm in some of his videos now. Also Greg being the dick he is, he gave me a hickey at some point before a video and oops everyone noticed the mark.

Is something up? Yeah. Will Greg ask me to be his stupid fucking boyfriend? I don't know. That's what's bothering me! Anytime I bring it up, he just dodges the question. If he's just stressed and thinks it's a bit soon to be in a relationship with everything going on, I understand. I just need a simple answer or reason! Agh, this guy is a mess.

I heard the bathroom door open and it made me jump since I was deep into thought. I turned around and saw him
with a towel around his lower half. No shirt.

Fuck.

"Hey", he said walking towards me and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Fuck it.

"Hey, Greg. I need to ask you something, I actually need you to answer this. Are you planning on, I don't know, having a relationship? Or am I just your little fuck buddy?"

"Oh, that was straightforward. Um, let's see. Would I date you? Yes. Do I plan on it? Sure. Will I right now? It seems soon. I want to get to know you a bit more." he said, looking into my eyes.

Holy shit, I feel like I could actually melt any second.

"These 'dates' we've been on. People are noticing us hanging out, a lot. I'm in your fucking videos now. Don't even get me started on what we usually do in our 'spare time'. "

"Calvin. I'm going through a divorce. It feels a bit soon to start a relationship. I still want to know more about you. Can you manage to wait a bit longer?"

I took a deep breath and sighed, "Yeah. I'm sure I can wait. Just, please tell me when you're ready"

"Thank you. I'm going to make it up to you. I'll change into some clothes and we can go wherever you want. Alright?"

I got excited, like little-kid-getting-a-new-game excited. I love going out, literally anywhere, with Greg. He's always affectionate and makes me laugh so much.

"Yeah, perfect!" I said, smiling.

This fucking guy could make me mad, but I swear I'll end up being happy. Either he's amazing or I'm just a bipolar mess.

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