Fifty Shades of Purple

Chapter 25

I pressed my back against the wall of the elevator,quietly sobbing..

The doors opened again and made quick steps outside,seeing Mike waiting for me with an umbrella..

Mike:good morning Miss (L/N)..

I wipped my tears away,sighing..

(Y/N):not so good..

I got under the umbrella,as he guided me towards the car,opening the door for me..

I got inside and then he quickly got inside too,starting the car..

I looked out the window,watching the people quickly moving around in the rain..

I saw a young man,running with a girl,as his arm was around her,holding the umbrella..

I sighed deeply,trying not to think about him..

I looked at Mike,who was focusing on the road,and then he stopped..

Mike:we are here Miss (L/N)..

I snapped out of my thoughts,seeing that we were outside my apartment..

(Y/N):thank you Mike..

I wore my jacket,zipping it up and opened the door..

Mike:Miss (L/N)!

I turned my head to him,slightly closing the door..

His hand gripped the wheel as he let out a sigh..

Mike:i know i am not supposed to get involved in your relationship with Mr.Vincent but..

(Y/N):me and Mr.Vincent arent in a..relationship any more..

He looked at me from the car mirror..

Mike:please,think about it again..

I sighed deeply,looking down..

Mike:he is a good man Miss (L/N)..

My hands slowly turned into fists,as i opened the door again..

(Y/N):thank you for the ride Mr.Schmidt..

He lowered his head sighing,as i walked out of the car,closing the door as i quickly rushed to the door of my apartment..

I walked inside,slamming the door as i pressed my back against the wooden door..

More tears rolled down my cheeks as i made small steps in my bedroom..

I noticed a small note on my laptop and read it..

"I went for grocery shopping,i will be back soon!~Kate"

I sighed,and removed my jacket,plopping down on my bed..

I didnt know what to do..

I didnt know what to feel anymore..

There is no turning back now..

I made the right decision..

No more punishments.

No more rules.

No more Vincent.

I rested my head on the pillow,feeling something underneath it..

I raised an eyebrow,and sneaked my hand under the pillow,feeling something soft..

I saw the plushie that he gave me for my birthday..

And then all the memories started going though my head..

From the day i fall on the floor of his office,until today,when i saw him standing there..looking at me when the elevator's doors closed..

I pressed the plushie against myself,feeling like crying again..

How am i suppose to forget all these memories?he showed me things that i never thought i could see or experience..for the first time in my life,i felt loved..

Loved from his kisses,the way he would touch me and say i am everything to him..

But it was all just lies..

He never felt anything..

He wanted me to be his sex toy and nothing else..

It makes sense now..

I let out a deep shaky sigh,as tears rolled down my cheeks..

But its all over now...

I squeezed the plushie in my arms,curling up like a ball,as the sky kept crying along with me.