♡ we'll try again ♡ [joshler]

23:Lips.

A/N yes I'm obsessed with the cancer cover okay...

Tyler doesn't understand how much I wanna just, kiss him?
Love him, make him feel happy.

I put him in here and I will stay until he gets out.
We both are seniors, if I have to I'll drop out.

I'm old enough.
I just wanna take care of him because I love him.

I don't care if people think being gay is bad. I love him.
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"I miss my piano Josh" I whinned.
Ever since yesterday I've been happy. I play around a lot now and make jokes, everything.

"I'm sorry baby boy" he laughed a little.

The name made me giggle.
"Baby boy?"

"I guess that makes you my dad" I winked jokingly.

"Ew, no tyler gross" he laughed out.
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The food infront of me looked gross. I wasn't hungry but I guess I had to eat?

I picked at my food with a fork.

"The doctor said it's dangerous for you to be the weight you are right now after all the blood you lost" Josh was eating in his chair.

"You know tyler, he said you were lucky and I'm happy you were"

I smiled.

"You look nice with a smile"

I can't hold back anymore.

"Josh, Jish,jishwa,dj spooks" I started listing his nickname's.
"Willyoubemyboyfriend" I said as quickly as possible.

Taking a huge sip of water trying to calm down.

He looked at me. He was gorgeous his fluffy (now) blonde hair and his amazing brown eyes. Most people don't like  brown eyes but I do.

"Yes." He got up setting his plate on his chair.

He kissed me.