Do I Deserve It?

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Left out again,
But maybe I deserve it.
For trying too little,
And not trying enough.
For waiting for them to come to me,
Instead of going to them.
For always acting like I am dead.

Maybe it's my personality?
Maybe it was my moods?
Maybe because sometimes I acted really rude?

Maybe my disorders to blame?
All four of them.

No! They're not to blame!

You're the problem!
You always have been!
You've always let me down!

So, you can stay alone.
You don't deserve friends.
You deserve loneliness and darkness that never ends.

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