Secret Friends (Scömìche AU)

I believe in you

*Mitch's POV*

This boy is making me crazy.

Crazy in love.

After we both almost gave up, he foud the way to get me back.

I don't know how he did it.

Even though I am not, I feel like I am healing. I am just sad that we have just 3 more days. Than I need to go back to New York. That's sad.

I have very important surgurie there. But it's so dangerous as well. I can die. Probably I will.

"What are you thinking about?" Scott asked me while we were sitting on my bed

"Death" I said honestly

"Mitch, don't." he came closer to me

"I need to face it" I whispered

"You will survive it. I know it." he grabbed my hand

"You can't know that" I feel guilty because he thinks that

"But I can hope" he was now holding both of my hads

"That's not same" I said

"You are too strong" he said

"We didn't even spoke about what will happen after I die" I said

"Don't say that!" he shouted

"Scott, it will happen soon. Sooner than you think." I pointed out

"I don't like talking about loosing you. Again." he answered

"You need to" I said

"Okay, what do you want to talk about specifically?" he asked madly.

I can see he doesn't want to talk about this

"About your reaction after I....."I started

"Will you please stop saying that!?" he was angry

"So that answers everything" I said letting his hands down

"What?" he was now very angry

"Well, if you react like that when I say it, I can imagine how will you react after it heppens" I said

"I don't know Mitch. I am scared" there was tears in his eyes

"Don't be. It's okay." I smiled

He tried to calm down "I don't like seeing you in pain"

"I am not in that big pain" I tried

"I can see it on you" he is so hard to convince in something

"I don't like seeing you worried" I said grabbing his hands back. I shouldn've ever let go of them.

"You can't go against that" he smiled

"I know. And that's why I love you so much" I said and he pulled me in soft kiss

I smiled.

"And that's why I love you so much" he whispered

"Because of my smile?"I asked

"Because of your existence" he smiled back

"I just want to spend my entire life with you" I felt so good in his company

"You will" he said

"Too sad I need to go back to New York" I said sadly

"That's not sad, that's tragic" he was sad too

I was getting depresed "I just want to come back as fast as possible"

"You will. I believe in you" he smiled softly

He is amazing.

"Scott! What about David" I just remembered "He will kill you when you come to school"

"I don't care. He is just the biggest asshole in the world. He can't bring me down. He can't bring us down" Scott said

"All of them will attack you" I was so worried

"So what? It's not the first time."

That sentence hitted me hard. He thinks about me. My eyes were full of tears

"Oh no, I didn't mean it like that" he said

"It's okay. I know what I was doing to you. Did I ever say how much I'm sorry?" I said quietly

I started crying. I covered my face in my hands

"Stop. Stop. Stop." he hugged me

"I am sorry" I whispered

"I know, Mitch look at me" I moved my hands " It was never your fault. You grew up in an abusive family"

"If family is what you can call it" I said and I broke again

"Don't do this to me!" he shouted

"Do you know why I don't play piano anymore?" I tried to calm down

"You never told me" he answered

"My father though me how to play it when I was a kid. Every time I play it, it remains me of their accident. In a last few years I just couldn't take it." I bearly said it

"You are the strongest person I know. After all you've been trough." he smiled at me

I putted my hand on his shoulder "You are my angel Scott"

He smiled "You are my world Mitch"