Broken and Worthless

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Maya POV
Fuck I say and shut off my alarm. I jump up to pick out my clothes its fall in New York so probably a little chilly. I picked out some knee high light Brown boots blue skinny jeans white long sleeve shirt and a simple scarf (A/n the outfit is above) I throw it on the bed and jump in the shower. Im done and put my clothes on and check my phone Lucas texted me i blush when i read the message

Lucas good morning blonde beauty

Blondebeauty hello handsome

Lucas handsome?😘

Blondebeauty oh sorry it said huckleberry auto correct
Convo over

It really wasn't auto correct i meant to call him handsome cuz he is. See i have liked Lucas for a long time know but why would he like me I'm broken nobody ever dates the broken.

There I go again crying good thing I didn't put any makeup on yet. I run to the bathroom and find the razor i hide so my shitty wanna be mom doesn't find it and i do it again the one thing i never wanted fucking to do again but it helps with the fucking pain ok. I write broken on my arm with the razor to forever remind myself I'm broken and can never be fixed on my other arm i write worthless on it to remind myself that Lucas wont date a broken worthless girl like me. I wait till they stop bleeding and then put on my shirt and scarf then make up and head out to school

I walk in and go to my locker and get my music sheet for choir I have fucking Lucas in there with no bitchy Riley God I hate that girl....... Speaking of the devil here she comes with Lucas Oh my God this is not going to end well
I close my locker and hope she doesn't notice me well with my bad luck she does and pushes me against my locker "what the fuck!!??" i yell and turn around
"Watch where you're Going trash bag"

Lucas POV
Should i say something, or should I just watch what is gonna happen? Imma watch. But Maya is gonna be mad at me I didn't defend her and Riley is gonna be her bitchy self and start a mother fucking fight. I bet Maya is gonna win.

Maya POV
She called me trash bag.. Oh HELL NOO SHE GOT ME FUCKED UP. Imma bout to beat some ass
"What did you just call me bitch" I said in a angry tone raising my voice
"I said you is a trash bag, you know white trash"she said slow bitchy voice.

I'm NOT getting suspended sooo.... I'm walking away

"where do you think your going bitch" she said turning me around and bitch slapping me
"OH HELL NO BITCH YOU DID NOT JUST FUCKING BITCH SLAP ME BITCH. YOU JUST MADE A BIG FUCKING MISTAKE." i yelled at her pushing her to the lockers

Authors POV
Maya pushed Riley against the lockers. Riley just now realised in This moment that she fucked up and was scared for her life. Maya punched Riley giving her a black eye. "You messed with the wrong fucking one bitch" Maya yelled at her as she started to choke her and lift Riley up the ground.
Lucas just stood there in shock. Everything was happening way to fast for him but he knew he had to get Maya off of Riley before Maya killed her.

Maya pushed Riley to the floor where Riley was on her stomach and Maya was on Riley's back pushing down with her knee pulling on Riley's hair whispering "Mess with me again bitch I fucking dare you" putting emphasis on all the words then throwing Riley's head back to the floor and getting up off of Riley's back and walking to the principles office knowing they are going to call her down sooner or later

Lucas POV
"What the fuck Maya what did you do to my girlfriend" i say trying to catch up to her
"What does it look like huckleberry"Maya answered in a sarcastic tone "I know what you did but why did you do it?" I asked lowering my voice.
"Um are you deaf did you not hear what she called me and she bitch slapped me, when people say dont fuck with me they mean it. You fuck with me I fuck with you." Maya yelled at me then started to walk off
"Where are you going" I ask.
"To the principles office where else would I go" she said in a 'duh' tone "oh ok I'll come to tell them who started it" I said with no emotion. "Oh no you don't i don't need you telling the principle i beat her ass for no fucking reason. You heard what she called me and saw what she did to me. So don't go and tell the principle i started that shit cause you know damn well I didn't so don't try and save you bitchy girlfriend cause you know she started that shit. So just go and comfort your girlfriend she's gonna need to rest after that beating-" I cut Maya off by grabbing her face and pulling her inches away from my lips a second later I attached my lips on hers, I could tell she was shocked because her lips weren't moving slowly but surely she gave in and kissed back their lips were moving in sync.

Maya POV
He kissed me. Lucas kissed me and I liked it. Its like when he kissed me I didn't want it to stop I craved more of it. I craved more of his lips. I craved more of his touch. I was shocked at first but I eventually started to kiss back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling closer than I thought possible.

Lucas POV
She kissed back she has to like me. I kissed Riley many times before but this one was different it has passion in it but I have to end it at least for now before someone sees us. We both pull away for some air and Maya shaked her head and whispered "why did you do that?"
"Because I wanted you to stop"
"That's all you could think of to stop me?" Maya asked "At the time, yes please don't tell anyone." I pleaded "I won't tell anyone huckleberry."
"Ok thank god so you wanna go to the principles office now?"I asked. "Um sure come on ranger Rick."she said running. "Wait for me." I yelled.

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A/n
That went to 0 to 100 real fucking quick. Oh well

~Sara

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