Okay so
You know that feeling when someone you really, really, really, really really care about is sad and you're fucking angry because it's online and you can't do shit
Like okay
I've had four of my best friends
In a time where all I had were said people
Fucking give up on themselves, their life and everything
And end their life
Like I probably have no right to be saying this as a person who's attempted to kill their self 6-7 time, (( new fact lol )) but still—
You're worrying me SHITLESS
LIKE PLEASE BABY DoN'T BE SAD
THERES MULTIPLE OF YOU
yOU FUCKIN' KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU LIL' SHITS I LOVE YOU
Anyway
You just really want to hug them and cry with them and never let go but this fucking screen between you ruins everything
Anyway, this leads me to something else
The very first person I fell in love with
Vincent
Omfg this cutie–
BOI. Vincent saved my life twice but he doesn't know I'd ever even attempted lol
Anyway, the fucking screen between us ruined everything. The distance barrier wasn't even that much, either
Three states.
Threes states apart.
It killed us.
And I also lost four people, very very dear to me, because I couldn't be there.
Please, remember who you are
And remember that I love you.
Stay safe.
YOU ARE READING
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