S t a t i c || s/mb

shaken.

okay so this is gonna be kind of a vent and i just cant write about this or draw it or make it into a poem so this isnt gonna go in G l a s s. this is the kind of thing i need to just say

okay.

a person

is crushing on me

theyre super touchy

and fuck

like i tried to ignore it

but suddenly,,,, they fucking say (indirectly) that they dont like my girlfriend just because im dating her and not them?

like no.

it doesnt fucking work that way.

just because you arent dating me does NOT give you any right to try and mess with my relationship

cant i be happy?

and im pretty sure theyre the reason why the other person from before is ignoring me

when ever i bring them up they get super touchy and try to shove the subject away and when i proposed the idea that maybe someone said something to him to make him steer away they were all like

'what makes you think that?'

i know theyre manipulative

They openly admit to being a yandere sort of person and it terrifies me that im theyre love interest and not only for that reason

i feel like im being to supersticious and i cant fucking say anything or ask this person directly for the fear of fucking it up

i cant leave her though because she really is important to me

i have horrible attatchement issuses and I HATEMYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH

im overthinking about all of this and i just want it to STOP

i just want him to start talking to me again

i just want to know whats going on

i want to be happy ina relationships but apprebtly i cant even do that like Back thw FUCK OFF

i want to die

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