I Am NOT Gay •Phan•

•Chapter 7•

A/N: the video just.... Asfjklgsaasfhhjkda. Credit to original owner. Also I'm sorry if this is shit xD I'm American, idk what it's like in japan so like majority of this is being pulled out of thin air. Don't kill me. I love you guys (and girls. I don't want to offend anyone oml).... <3

Updated authors note: I accidentally published this early, so I'm sorry if anyone read it and was confused. It wasn't finished.

"All or nothing!" Phil exclaimed.

"You can't just call all or nothing every time you loose Phil." Dan laughed but fed the table more coins.

"Shut up and play me." Dan smiled at Phil's need to win. The only reason Dan wanted to win was to see how Phil would react. Either way he was sure both of them would get what they wanted.

Phil concentrated. He tried very hard to keep his eye on the puck, but he was so clumsy. He'd miss quiet often because he would misjudge where the puck would go, which resulted in Dan winning all or nothing. Phil pouted, but led Dan to the claw machine where he proceeded to win Dan a prize. Dan was astonished that Phil could even manage to win something from a claw machine , not even Dan could figure out how to beat the damn thing.

Dan's cheeks flushed a light pink as Phil turned to him with a little stuffed bear, a heart that said 'I love you' was held by it.

"It's so cute, how perfect." Dan said in 'awe'. He smiled fondly at Phil and took the bear when Phil handed it to him. They stood there for a moment staring into each other's eyes and before he knew it Dan connected their lips and closed the space between the two. He leaned against the claw machine letting Phil take over. It probably would have looked weird to anyone in the room, two giant six foot tall men making out against a claw machine in an arcade, but no one was there since it was getting quiet late. It would be awkward for anyone to walk in on, but neither of them cared. Why should they?

Phil broke the kiss and moved his lips to Dan's neck. He bit the tender skin sucking hard causing a tiny whimper to escape Dan's mouth, but soothed the area with his tongue. A few moments later and Dan's neck was littered in love bites. Phil was working on Dan's collarbone when the younger boy spoke, almost breathlessly.

"P-Phil..." Dan stuttered, he'd never seen Phil like this before. It was all so new to him. He always seemed so innocent, so polite. Dan never would have thought of Phil to be the one to take the lead. He'd be lying if he said it didn't turn him on.

"Hmm?" Phil hummed in response. He looked up at Dan.

"Don't you t-think we should h-head back, yeah? It's getting late." Phil nodded, but made no effort in moving. Dan lifted Phil's head and pecked his lips before he moved past Phil to make his way back to his room.

Phil didn't bother to follow. He leaned against the claw machine, steadying his breathing. He knew better than to bother Dan right away, especially when it was something like this. He could just tell Dan needed some time to think, and as much as Phil wanted him, he'd have to wait for Dan.
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It was around 12 when Dan finally emerged from the bathroom, he'd spent plenty of time thinking while in the warmth of the water. He was dressed in an over-sized sweater and boxers and his hair was a wet mess, it was relevant that he had tried to dry it with a towel. He stood in front of the body mirror in his room, smiling at how girly he looked. His eyes wondered to the markings on his neck, he traced them with his fingers. He heard his inner thoughts, but chose to ignore their remarks as he was finally happy.

Every time Dan found happiness they tried their hardest to ruin it. He wasn't willing to let that happen this time. He had had enough with trying to please the voices by avoiding everything that gave him happiness in life. Did that mean they'd stop tormenting him? Well of course not, they're always going to be there and they're always going to effect him, but right now he didn't care. He was okay with his self for once, he was okay with being who he was.

He removed his hand from his neck and giggled into his hand. Turning away from the mirror and heading towards the door, he was going to ask to stay with Phil, but before his hand reached the doorknob a knock was heard. He opened the door and was met face to face with Phil. Phil just stared not really knowing what to say and Dan just laughed.

"What's so funny?" Phil questioned, rocking on his feet.

"It's so weird, I was just about to come get you. We always manage to do that, it's like we're some how connected. Always knowing when one needs the other." Dan opened the door wider allowing Phil to enter.

"Yeah, I hadn't really ever noticed that until now." Phil laughed and sat on Dan's bed. "I did notice, though, that you aren't wearing any pants."

"What's wrong with that? I wasn't in a pants type of mood." Dan pouted and Phil only laughed more.

"There's nothing wrong with it, I'm just saying if I get a boner it's not my fault."

"Shut up you six foot man child." Dan locked the door and plopped down on the bed next to Phil. "We go back tomorrow, don't we?" He questioned noticing that he hadn't bothered to repack his stuff.

"Yeah, I feel like it's gone by so fast and I've barely even gotten anything for the vlog." He laid back on the bed and shook his head. "I don't feel like waking up early to repack everything."

Dan let out a long sigh, "I know what you mean. I bet my packing will take longer than yours."

"No it wouldn't if you didn't procrastinate majority of the time." Dan playfully punched Phil and they both sat there in Dan's room, surrounded by the sound of their happiness. The laughing slowly died down and comfortable silence took it's place. Dan laid next to Phil, nuzzling into him as Phil embraced Dan.

"I love you Phil, no matter what we go through. I'll always love you."

Phil smiled fondly.

"I love you too Dan, I always have and I always will."