My Reasons (Mystic Messenger x Male! Reader Oneshots)

No Room To Love {Luciel Choi X Male Reader}

[M/N] [L/N]

It is the name of the man he is currently watching over right now. Luciel Choi, the brilliant and hard working hacker, has spent multiple nights brushing off work to instead keep an eye on him. He watches the figure walk around aimlessly, looking as if he had no purpose to be on the earth anymore. He watches as the man he knew for so long no longer feel like he has a purpose in life, as his best friend breaks down into sobs while the red haired man could do nothing but watch.

This was all his fault.

It was his fault that the person he cared for so much was broken. All because he was afraid.

Afraid of being close.

Afraid of being connected.

Afraid of loving some one who could've made him a better person.

Afraid of the feeling inside him that wanted nothing more than to hold that crying figure in his arms and whisper sweet nothings into his darkened mind.

But he couldn't.

He didn't.

And that broke him more than anything. More than when MC had left him for Jumin. More than when he found about about Rika exploiting his brother. Nothing could compare to the feeling of his heart shattering seeing [M/N]'s figure. His slim body slowly working its way to becoming nothing but skin and bones. Luciel looked at the screen that showed his broken figure and clutched the patch of clothing above his heart. His heart breaking into millions of pieces at the sight while small, wet dots begin to appear onto his hands and desk. The tears spill from his eyes as he watches his precious [M/N} and listens to his helpless cries for him. Luciel is speechless. He helplessly weeps along with him wanting nothing more than to comfort him. To kiss him and hold him. To pull him close and love him. But all he could muster up the energy for was to whisper the few words,

"I'm sorry"

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{This plays out to where {M/N} and Luciel know about the others feelings for each other but because he had experienced MC leaving him already he was afraid it would happen again and completely left Reader-kun without a word. It was only afterwards when he saw how he was one day did he regret his decision. I suck at titles]