Journey of a Jussinator

Chapter 8 - I'm Grateful for him

This isn't really anything that's supposed to be epic or extremely special, but I've wanted to do this for a long time now. This video is more than just something amazing to take a glance at, the purpose of this video I spend 3hrs doing (with all my hard work & dedication) was to showcase my love and gratefulness towards Jussie. He doesn't know me, and I don't know him, but one day I'll be able to meet him and just tell him how amazing & special he is to this world. He's come very far and I couldn't be even more proud of him than I already am right now. ♔ I was supposed to focus on my school studies today, but I couldn't help but just dedicate my time and energy to the one who I admire the most (I had to release some negative energy off my mind). I'm grateful for the fact that he's able to exist and give us positive energy & fulfilling love at the same time. God has truly blessed him to be able to do what he does everyday, and I would also love to thank his family & mom & anybody else for molding him into the person that he is today. I would mostly love to thank Lee Daniels for introducing his star quality to the world along with his wonderful spirit ♔ He is continuously getting blessed everyday; from interview to interview, hit song to hit song, episode to episode, supporter to supporter, dedication to dedication, etc. I would also love to thank him for using the tools and talent that he was given to express his gratitude and positive energy to the type of world that gets colder & remains broken. He is truly a blessing to me and I couldn't be any more grateful to support someone as amazing & great as him. I sure in hell ain't no religious person, but GOD has worked miracles for him. His amazing spirit keeps him going nonstop and he constantly fights battles on a daily that we know nothing about that make him a better & stronger person day by day ♔ I don't know what I would be doing to take off majority of the negative energy that gets stuck inside my mind on a daily if it wasn't for him existing. I can most definitely be honest with you. Sometimes it makes me sad that it's easier for me to stumble across other fans posting about their amazing experiences of being able to meet him than it is for me to try to meet him. Sometimes it makes me sad that I haven't been able to get him to see all that I've done for him (glancing at my IG that I've updated). Sometimes it makes me sad that I'm not able to surround myself by people like him who can actually relate to me as a black person (i doubt i have friends that do). Sometimes it makes me sad that amazing souls like him can't fill up the confusing and frustrating circles like mine. Sometimes it makes me sad that I prolly will never be able to have a connection with him like a huge supporter does when they go an extra mile for them. Sometimes it makes me sad that I prolly won't have the opportunity to have such an amazing bond with him. Sometimes it makes me sad that it's easier for me to post edits of him than for him to feel my love for him through what I post on a daily. ♔ YES, I know it's not about getting noticed. YES I know it's not about the amount of times I meet him or the type of bond I choose to establish with him. But unless you're someone who fights a battle every single day just to be a happy person and find that you can ease off your stress and sadness just by supporting someone who makes you feel good, then you wouldn't see things how I see things and feel what I feel. Other than that, I'm thankful for all that he's done for us and I want him to continue to be blessed & humble && live a fulfilling life because he's truly deserving of it after all he's done for us. I really hope & wish that he were able to come across me and see what I have in store for him as well. I'm happy for him & his success that continues to grow. I wish him the best of luck & that his beautiful spirit can continue to motivate him as much as it can. ♔