Chapter 62

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Lara's POV:

"Goodmorning oppa" I heard a female's voice say

"Goodmorning" Jimin said

What the hell?

I opened my eyes and got out of bed

"I bet you didn't have fun, she's no fun right?" I heard that voice sounding more familiar

Britney?

I peeked and saw Jimin resting his back on the counter and Britney pressing herself again his torso

"No she isn't" he complained

"I can show you how fun I can be" Britney said moving up and down him to get him all excited

I then started crying

"How could you??" I said directly standing infront of him

"What's up with her?" Britney asked Jimin raising an eyebrow

"After you kissed me" I said slowly touching my lips

"so? What if I kissed your lips? I never asked you to be my girlfriend did I?" Jimin spat back

I stood there wide eyed as tears streamed down

"Lara! Lara!" I heard someone call and I closed my eyes

"Lara!" I then opened my eyes to see darkness surrounding us

I then cried again

My past. My past will always follow me everywhere

"Come here" Jimin said throwing the pillow between us away and grabbing me, playing with my hair

"Shhhh it's okay" he said calming me down

After I calmed down he asked

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Hmm" I said and he fixed the pillows so that we'd sit down

He helped me sit up my body feeling more fragile and tired than it was minutes ago

"His name is Hadi." I said taking a deep breath

He rubbed my shoulder in reassurance

"When I was in grade 8 I changed schools in the middle of that year for reasons I'll tell you about later. So once he saw me there he directly grabbed me by my hand as I was heading back into class and asked me what my name was and if I was new. He was really good looking and I told him. So the next day he texts me and we talk all day everyday for 2 weeks.
My problem is I quickly get attached to people. In these 2 weeks we used to meet up in the recesses but one day out of nowhere he doesn't show up, doesn't reply to my texts. He would legit read them and ignore. I was going crazy for I grew really fond of him and I actually really liked him. I got used to talking to him on the phone everyday and just got used to him." I then breathed heavily trying to finish telling him what happened without getting more emotional

"After a week of absolute cluelessness I see him kissing another girl and that hurt me deep. When I tried asking my friend before I saw that to ask him why he stopped... She told me that he said some day I'll understand. Now fast forward to when I was in grade 10 and I was participating in an Indian dance that was gonna be performed in a very important place in Lebanon. He turned out to be participating too so he acted at first as if he didn't see me. There was this guy that used to flirt with alot of girls that had his eye on me. But honestly since I knew that was what he does I couldn't fall for him, not even a little bit." I said taking a pause

Jimin then kissed my forehead in comfort instantly making me feel much better

"So uh when Hadi saw that. Keeping in mind that he hates this other guy. He started texting me and flirting with me. At first I was an legit telling myself not to fall for it and not to fall for him but the way he talked, the way he used to act like he worried, the way he would look at me. I stupidly fell back inlove. But this time harder, much harder. As he used to walk me back home and comfort me when I felt down. Even talk on the phone with me until one of us fell asleep. Then one day he stopped texting. So I stopped texting. He started flirting with this girl in the Indian dance. Holding her, spinning her around, kissing her. Everything. It felt like I was being punched in the stomach several times. But when we were alone he used to flirt; try to feed me food and I tried my best to ignore him. I had alot of bad experiences with guys that I really believe that it'll never turn out well for me. I'm beyond scared. I'm terrified how everything is going so well with us. How everything seems perfect, because nothing is perfect to me. I'm used to always crying alone on my bathroom floor reminiscing." I said and the tears started flowing

"Lara" Jimin said his voice full of worry and pain

"Jimin I'm scared. You're creating so many good memories and I don't think I'm strong enough to one day reminisce them" I said crying harder

He then sat infront of me holding me by my shoulders

"Look at me" he said and I avoided his eyes

"Lara look at me" he said more demanding than before so I slowly looked up

"I don't know what you did to me." he said

"Huh?" I asked wiping my tears off and calmed myself down

What is he saying?

He stood up and started pacing in the room

"What's wrong?" I asked my voice still shaky from crying

"What's wrong? Lara this is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been feeling 22 but acting 17, this is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known. I was never crazy on my own.... But now I know that there's a link between the two" he said taking a deep breath

"Being close to craziness and being close to you" he said letting out a huge breath

I felt my tears well up again

I directly got up from the bed, walked to him, grabbed his face and kissed him passionately

He directly responded by grabbing me by my thighs so he could walk us to the bed as we shared deep and devoted kisses.

Once he layed me on the bed we disconnected our lips and he layed right next to me

"Saranghae" I said as he wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me close to him

"Nado Saranghae" he replied kissing my forehead as we slowly drifted back into a deep sleep

Author's Note:

The story that was written here is something that actually happened to me and I'm thinking of revealing how Lara and Aya and maybe Kashish (if she accepts) looks like to you readers if you guys would like that

Would you?

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