Ch. 13 -To-Be-Determined

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I am in an affair with Justin Bieber.

If someone had told me a month ago that I would one day say those words and actually mean them, I would have insisted they were on crack cocaine and sent them to a rehabilitation facility ASAP.

Seriously.

I never thought in a million years I'd find myself in this situation.

And I honestly don't even know why I agreed to it.

As I told Justin repeatedly, I have a boyfriend.

A perfectly nice, kind, sincere, caring, genuine, wonderful boyfriend.

Who is not in any way, shape, or form Justin Bieber.

...Did I agree to this because I (dare I say it)...like Bieber?

Obviously, the feelings I have towards him have changed as the weeks have passed and we've spent more time together for that project, but...have they changed enough to the point where I...like like him?

I'll admit it. I don't hate him anymore.

And yes, I'm attracted to him. Majorly. (But really - who isn't?)

...But do I actually have legitimate feelings towards him?

I have no idea.

All I know is I've gotten caught up in a situation I never imagined myself to be in, and there's really no turning back now.

At least Justin had a point when he said no one would have to know.

He was right - my friends hated him, and his friends hated me. There was no way we were going to have to deal with any of them being near us outside of school. Justin and I could meet up without it seeming weird since we were partners for that stupid project.

And everything would be just fine and dandy, thank you very much.

But I still felt immensely guilty.

What if Greg ever found out? He'd be heartbroken, which, in turn, would break my heart.

It was then that I made a vow to myself: I would not let Greg find out about this, if it was the last thing I did.

Right now, I didn't even know what exactly this thing with Justin was going to involve.

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