Letters to Snape on how to Save a Life ch 18

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Hello.... hope you didnt forget about me... I didn't...just working. always way and still poor....

Happy Birthday KAROLINA!!!!!

I own nothing!!

 also Im sorry if there are errors...I think i got it all...it was written on my phone.

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Sasha,
dinner last night was exquisite!

     -Severus

Severus, it was just Mac and Cheese with hotdog...if I had more money,  the meal would have been a bit more extravagant.  With the official return of the Dark Lord, people have been more close knit.

-Sasha

Sasha,
Don't give up! You will have a job soon enough. Even if I have to use the Confundus Charm on a future employer.
-Severus

Sev, you are too funny! Thank you for the groceries. You really shouldn't have. -Sasha

Sasha, I honestly do not mind. Truth be told I just wanted another reason to see you. -Severus

You flatter me Severus. It was really nice to see you too. -Sasha

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I saw you today...with a woman who has wild crazy hair. She is very pretty. Is she your girlfriend?    -Sasha

Girlfriend?... What!! No!!   -Severus

Oh... I get it... it is nothing to be ashamed of... you are a grown man who has needs. Just make sure you use protection. -Sasha

What on earth are you talking about woman!
-Severus

Severus... When a man and a woman has intimate relations, it is best if they use protection. It keeps the both of you protected from diseases while preventing the prospects of little snapes coming into the world.  -Sasha

Oh for the love of God woman... no... just no... I have no girlfriend and the woman you saw is an associate Death Eater. I would never have relations with her. And she is not the woman I like.   -Severus

So Severus... you like someone then....

-Sasha

Sasha, you are an impossible woman. -Severus

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Sasha, we have to talk about last night.
      -Severus

There is nothing to talk about. You've made the way you feel quite clear. I was under the impression that you... it does not matter.

I will be finding another place to live.

-Sasha

Sasha... I do care about you... And I would be lying if I said that I didn't have feelings for you...because I do. It is because of those feelings that I can't be with. I wish I could sweep you into my arms everyday and kiss you the way you kissed me last night...and if we had lived in another world... I would ask you to be my wife. But we do not live in another world... the best I can do is give you a place to stay...and to stay away from you.... I am bad news...
-Severus

oh Severus, if we lived in a different world, we  wouldn't be scarred, and we never would have been brought together. But we live here in this world, in this moment. What makes it bareble is the people we share it with. Whether its a minute, a day or a life time I choose to live it with you. I choose to live knowing there is someone worth fighting for... someone who is fighting for you.

The heart may freeze or it can burn. The pain will ease if I can learn. There is no future,

There is no past, Thank God this moment's not the last.

There's only us, There's only this, Forget regret-- or life is yours to miss.

No other road, No other way, No day but today.

There's only yes, Only tonight. We must let go, To know what is right.

No other course, No other way. No day but today.

I can't control, My destiny. I trust my soul. My only hope, is just to be

There's only now, There's only here. Give in to love, Or live in fear.

No other path, No other way.

No day but today!!

-Sasha  

Sasha...did you really just quote an entire song from Rent.                        
Severus  

Yes, Yes I did.          

Sasha

You make a good point.... but...I am sorry Sasha...I just can't..... Severus

Well then.... Good Bye Severus...

          ....Sasha

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Sasha,  I heard you got a job...Dumbledore told me. He said you have been working there for about a month...I don't blame you for not telling me...or talking to me. -Severus

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Sasha, How are you...are you well...I haven't heard from you since that night a couple of months ago... I... I miss you.   -Severus

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Do you even still have the journals...
-Severus

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