JEREK FOREVER<3

Chapter 65

Derek's POV:

Yesterday was really long so long I didn't think it would end. I woke up to see that Justin wasn't in the bed, I checked the bathroom and saw him sitting on the floor crying.

" Baby " I said softly

" What? " He wiped his tears

" Why are you upset? " I knelt down to him

" It's nothing Derek , just want time to myself right now " He looked down

" No i'm not leaving you here in the bathroom with the door locked in this condition. " I lifted his face

" What's wrong? " I asked again

" The doctor came in with the trst results earlier while you were still sleeping. I told him to wait until you woke up , but it's something not good he told me. What could be wrong with me? " Justin cried into my chest

" Relax baby i'm sure it's not that bad even if it is i'm here for you and won't leave your side no matter what" I patted his back and helped him off of the floor.

" I want to lay down again " I nodded and helped him over to the bed

" Hi seems like you're both awake " Kenny walked in looking like a doctor

" What the hell are you doing? " Justin chuckled

" I'm a nurse " Justin laughed harder

" Oh you're serious " He nodded

" I went to high school and college and a nursing school to become a nurse. Also when i'm not on tour with you guys I come here " Justin raised an eyebrow

" Ok whatever you say " Justin chuckled

" I have the results though , the doctor decided for me to tell you both since I know how you would react" I nodded

" Justin you ok with that? " I asked him

" Stay with me " He looked me in the eyes with fear

" Yes baby " I held his hand " Kenny tell us please " Well he's um.....What you call um......What some people are um........Suicidal " I gasped and looked at Justin

" Yeah I am so? " He said blankly

" For how long? " Since the sixth grade

" What? " I said angrily

" Yeah I didn't tell you because we really didn't care for each other then oh should I say you didn't care for me then" I felt my face get red

" I cared for you I told you why this all happened. Me not caring for you? Yes I didn't show it but hey I've always cared and loved you " I rubbed my face

" Then why didn't you show it then huh? " I sighed

" Nothing Justin " I got up

" Where are you going? " He asked

" Baby are you ok? " Mom walked in

" Not anywhere now " I sat down

" Kenny why are you dressed like that?" Mom questioned

" It's a long story " Kenny walked out quickly as possible

" Justin are you ok? " She asked

" I'm fine " Justin hissed

" Tell me what's wrong " She sat down by Justin's bedside

" Nothing mom everything's fine picture perfect " I started to get upset

" Derek why are you " I walked out

Kenny's POV:

That was a close one , Derek walked put all pissed by the look on his face Justin and him had an arguement.

" Where are you going? " I stopped him

" Nowhere I just need some air right now ok " He tried walking but stopped him and dragged him into the supply closet , locked the door , then turned the light on

" Are you kidnapping me......RAPE" He yelled

" No i'm not and i'm not a rapist, Listen Derek don't walk out like that " I said

" I can't tell him I used to do the same as him I can't " He looked down

" You're going to have to one day or the other. You can't hide that stuff from him Derek it's not good for your relationship" He looked up

" What do you mean? You're not even in a relationship and you're giving good advice " I laughed

" That's because I know you and know what you're capable of doing if you're not open with Justin about things " I said calmy

" Fine I'll tell him but later not when he's in this condition " I nodded

" Are you suicidal? " I asked

" No but could be very sensitive sometimes.

" Alright well Justin is and very sensitive to basically anything "

" Like a small cut that burns? " Derek asked

" Yes that kind of stuff just be there for him because he needs you more than you think, even more then your own mother he needs you that much " He sighed

" I'm going back now thanks , and i'm going to be there for him I can tell he needs me and I most definately don't want him with anyone else but me " I patted his shoulder

" Yes now go get your husband Derek " He jumped up and down punching my chest

" I am now thanks " He punched it again and ran out of the door...This kid!

Justin's POV:

Derek's been gone for a while now and it hurt me because he said he wouldn't leave me and be here for me when I needed him and I do. I'm not mad at him but I am dissappointed that he just walked out like that.

" Baby " He ran in

" What? " I said disappointed

" I love you " I looked down " Come on baby "

" No you come on Derek you said you would be there for me but you walked out as if you were going to " I cried

" I didn't really Kenny kidnapped me into a closet " He looked at me weirdly "Long story anyways , I walked out for a reason " I sighed

" Derek are you sure you want to tell him this now? " Mom asked

" Yeah if I don't I won't ever tell him , also because I don't want him to think I'd actually leave him. " She nodded

" I walked out because I used to do the same thing I just don't want you to do the same thing " I looked down

" Baby I'm not doing it again that's for sure and I promise you that. Why didn't you tell me this though?" I looked up

" Because I was afraid of you maybe getting the idea of doing so that's why" Justin put his hand on my right cheek

" Look baby boy don't worry about me doing it because it's over and it's in the past now, I won't do it ok " I nodded

Justin kissed me " I love you "

" I love you too " I returned the kiss