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Chapter 6 ► Past and Future

As usual, (Y/N) wasn't thinking before she spoke. It was something she picked up from talking to Jon so much. "Jon? I-I'm sorry.. I didn't mean-"

"Did I really say that?"

"Yes but I didn't mean to come off that way. I really do like you but-"

"But what? You like Evan more?"

"No! I-"

"Oh my bad, you like Mini? Wildcat?"

"Jon please just let me finish my-"

"You don't need to say anymore, (Y/N)."

"Jon!" (Y/N) raised her voice. "Please, just hear me out. AND LET ME finish my sentences."

Jon huffed angrily. "I'm listening."

"They don't even know it's me, alright? The day I moved here, I didn't know I was going to be moving next to Craig, I promise! Then he introduced my to Evan and Tyler and then.." She paused, thinking of a way to continue. Somehow it felt like Jon was going to take offense in whatever she says.

"That it?" Jon said with no emotion in his voice.

"I'm sorry, Jon. I really was gonna tell you but-"

"Were you also gonna tell me that you knew how I felt this whole time? Because it really feels like you've been taking advantage of me."

Now (Y/N) was really fed up with her best friend. "STOP interrupting me! Jon, it's not that I don't feel the same way. It's just.."

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My blood was boiling in rage. I was packing all of my now-ex-boyfriend's belongings in my room. There was no way I was going to spend another day of yelling, crying about this so-called relationship that was barely hanging on a string.

"(Y/N) would you please talk to me?!"

No answer, all I did was continue stuffing his clothes into a box he gave me from a gift.

Suddenly, my hands were slapped away from the box. "Will you stop acting like bitch?! Who even are you anymore?!"

"Your ex." I replied, spitting on his face.

Then, that's when I was pushed to the ground. He just watched me groan in pain. "First you cheat on me now you try to kick me out? What's gotten into you?" He kneeled down to my level while I felt tears prick at my (E/C) eyes. Never in my life have I cried this much within a year and a half. A year and a half being with this goddamn prick I called my boyfriend. "Answer me!" He tugged on my (H/C) and that's when I lost it. I got up and wildly started throwing punches at his face. "Yea, hit me! If that's what makes you happy, do it!"

However, I'd be partially lying if I said it was what I wanted. This isn't me. I really didn't even know if it was me. I lost myself a long time ago in the process of trying to love him.

"(Y/N) get off of him!" My mom came in out of nowhere and pried me off of him.

"Stop babying him, mom! Don't you see how he treats me?!" She knew how much pain I was in, yet she continued to try to make things work out between Luke and I. "You're supposed to be MY mom, not his! Why can't you see that I'm not happy?!"

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"Just..?"

"I'm not ready for another relationship." It was a painful memory to recall for (Y/N). She represses every single horrible memory until it becomes impossible to even remember.