THE PROBLEM WASN'T THE SILENCE OR THE DARK. THE PROBLEM WASN'T THE LONELINESS OR THE PAIN. THE PROBLEM...WASN'T A CLICHE.
THE SUN MOCKED ME AND TOOK WHAT WAS MINE. TO PAY FOR THE DAY, HE SAID, I WILL TAKE WHAT I FIND. AND HE STOLE THE LAST LIGHT IN ME AND SAID I WOULD BE FINE.
BUT I WASN'T, I NEVER WAS.
I KNOW MY WORDS HURTS AND MY MIND IS CONFUSED. I KNOW I SHUT DOWN AND BLOW OUT THE FUSE. I KNOW MY FINGERS ARE PAINTED IN HATE AND THAT WHETHER OR NOT I AM SELFLESS DETERMINES MY FATE.
BUT I DON'T CARE, I HAVEN'T IN A LONG TIME.
THE PROBLEM WASN'T THE SUN OR THE PIERCING LIGHT OF DAY. THE PROBLEM WASN'T THE BLAME OR THE HATE. THE PROBLEM...
THE PROBLEM WAS ME.
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Wasteland Deity
PoetryA collection of poems, short stories, thoughts, etc. Trigger warning.