Been Tired for Sentries

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Sans's POV

*groan*
I took a shortcut to my sentry in the forest even though I know that it'll just waste my energy. Heh.. I could always just sleep afterwards. I stumbled onto my chair and just put my head down on the cold wood. My bones were still aching but they were sore and tired all the time. *Sigh* this shit's normal. Me being shit is normal. For fucks sake it's pretty obvious on how much boss hates me.. It'd be better if I was gone. He'd be better if I was gone. He'd be happier.. right? Yes. Yes he would. Why wouldn't he be happy?..

Why can't I just stay dead?.. Y-yeah.. Being dead sounds pretty damn nice.. Everyone would finally be fucking happy. I'd finally be useful.. finally done something right..

Thoughts kept swirling in my head repeating themselves over and over again. I stared off into the distance.. To be honest.. I wanted to cry.. What's the point of crying though? It's just gonna show how even more weak and pathetic I am. In every single timeline I've lived, boss has always scolded me about how I need to stop sleeping during work because of my 1 hp and yada yada ya me dying yada ya I'm so useless blah blah blahhh. Im sorry boss but I've heard it all so many times.
Now I want to sleep just because I remembered that. I tried changing my position and closing my eyes but I just couldn't sleep right now. Oh well.. I just sat there letting time roll by but when I'm really bored, time really hates me and makes it feel like I've sat here for an eternity. What was even the point of me sitting here again?.. oh yeah, waiting for a human. But what's the point when I know that the kid's gonna come here in exactly 3 days and 12 hours.
All of a sudden I felt a sharp sting in forehead. My head felt dizzy and it felt like my skull was pounding out to burst open.. I hate when this happens.. I can't deal with this right now. But.. This was normal. Just.. Just a normal headache hehe.. Somehow though, I fall asleep at some point.
Asleep dreaming of the sound of how much boss hates me and mustard. Mmmnn.. mustard..

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