Boyfriend?⚫ Morey

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It hurts.

All of me hurts.

It's like they're forcing their relationship on me.

I see them all the time in the hallways and I stare. When they catch me looking I always turn the other direction.

Every since they got together I've never been myself. Well that's what Hayden and Brett keep telling me.

It's not that I'm not myself but I'm still trying to get over it.

Trying to get over the fact that Corey has a girlfriend.

A girlfriend.

I try to think of reasons as to why he got with her in the first place. I think of reason why the even try to get to know me.

If I was left alone that day he kissed me I probably would still be me. The Mason that didn't need friends and was still a pretty awesome dude.

Hayden tells me don't worry about. Some guy will show an interest in me.

I find that very hard to believe.

The only guy that I actually wanted was Corey and now I don't have him.

It makes me sick knowing that him and whatever that girls name is being all couple like with each other.

I started distancing myself from Corey, knowing if I don't I would probably say something that I would regret later.

Today I finally decided to sit with Hayden and Brett at the table with all the lacrosse players. While everyone was eating I was picking at the mac&cheese I got.

I keep my head down because if I look up I would see Corey with his girlfriend being all couplely and shit and it would make me want to vomit.

When I do look up moments later my eyes meet Hayden's. She has a frown on her face as she looked at me.

"You haven't touched your food at all." She says

I shrug

"I'm not really hungry." I say

"But you haven't eaten anything all day." She said

I don't say anything. I just put my head back down.

"Mason." I hear Brett say

I keep my head down.

"Don't look down. Look at me." He says

I sigh before looking in at Brett.

"Is this about you-know-who?" Brett ask

I shrug.

"Mostly yes but there's something else that's bothering me." I say

"Which is."

"That's the problem. I don't know what it is." I say

"Is it because you liked Corey a little more than as a boyfriend?" Hayden ask

"I just wanted..."

I cut myself off and take a deep breath

"I just wanted someone to genuinely like me, you know."

"You can't force someone to like you, Mason." Hayden says

"Yes you can't force someone to like you but you can make them like you." Brett says

"Isn't that the same thing as forcing someone?" I ask him

He thinks about it for a second

"Technical yes but I have an idea that might cheer you up." He says

"Is it a good one?" I ask

He nods

"We're going out tonight." He says

"And where exactly are we going?" I ask

"The best club to go to on a Friday night." He say with a smirk.

He looks over at Hayden who was also smirking.

"Sinema."