I'm sad. Please help me. (A Joshler online/texting fic) ✔️

27: His Creative Mind

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"'Cause we've been driving so long. I can't remember how we got here or how we survived so long. I'm tryna run from our pride 'til you set fire to my atmosphere", Tyler softly started to sing.

"And I remember how I spent the 23rd feeling six feet under when I'm 30,000 feet in the air, chasing that sundown so far east I'm westbound, feeling like the edge of this world is near", he continued. Josh closed his eyes and rested his head on Tyler's shoulder.

He knew it was easier for Tyler to tell him stuff through music. And this time, Josh already knew the song.

"But you'll feel better when you wake up, swear to god I'll make up. Everything and more when I get back someday. This is more than just a phase, love. Shooting stars all break up. And even though it seems like half the world away", Tyler softly continued as he ran his hand through Josh's hair at the back of his head.

"Things will be better in America, heard the streets are gold there. Maybe I could fly you out this place someday. Chasing dreams like I'm on Novocain. Screaming through your airways. Looking back I almost thought I heard you say", he continued, and then Josh interrupted him by singing the next part.

"Stay, you're not gonna leave me. This place is right where you need to be. And why your words gotta mean so much to them? And they mean nothing to me. So stay, you're not what you're hearing. 'Cause I've been watching you changing. And who said you're one in a million
Anyway?" He sang. Tyler looked down at him and Josh opened his eyes now. He looked up into Tyler's eyes.

"'Cause you see only what you want to. Your tunnel vision haunts you", Josh continued, taking over the song.

"And you can't see what's wrong when you keep sleeping through the PM. Eyes wide open when you're dreaming. You're sleepwalking, just keep talking. And maybe you can talk your way out of this deep end. No "B" plan in your system. Just tell me what you're thinking. I'm scared that you might fall", he sang. Both boys still had tears in their eyes, and Tyler wiped them off of Josh's cheeks.

"But you're not", Josh sang with a cracking voice.

"And you'll feel better when you wake up, taking off your makeup. Sun always seems to wash our fears away. And it's always shining somewhere. I just gotta get there. And even though it seems like half the world away", he continued.

"Things are better in America. Heard the streets are gold there. Maybe I could fly you out this place someday", Tyler softy sang along, together with Josh.

"Chasing dreams like I'm on Novocain. Screaming through your airways. Looking back I almost thought I heard you say:" they sang together. Then Tyler stopped as Josh continued.

"Stay, you're not gonna leave me. This place is right where you need to be. And why your words gotta mean so much to them when they mean nothing to me? So stay, you're not what you're hearing 'cause I've been watching you changing. And who said you're one in a million?" He sang.

"You're so much better than that", he then softly sang as he hugged Tyler closer.

"Stay, you're not what you're hearing 'cause I've been watching you changing. And who said you're one in a million anyway?" He then sang.

Then Tyler sang the last part.

"And you'll feel better when you wake up, swear to god I'll make up. Everything or more when I get back someday. Chasing dreams like I'm on Novocain. Screaming through your airways. Looking back I almost thought I heard you say", Tyler sang. Then Josh kissed Tyler's lips softly and pulled back.