1. my name is lauren
2. i don't have one true best friend
3. i don't know what i did to make everyone not like me
4. never had my first kiss
5. never been on a date
6. one bf and he cheated on me the 2nd day we started dating
7. i was bullied really bad in elementary school
8. i used to cry a lot and not wanna go to school
9. only reason i go now is so i can get into a good college and leave this city and never really come back
10. i fear that i will never leave this town...
11. that i will never find my soulmate
12. truth is i feel that nobody will ever like me for me
13. i'm never myself
14. only time i feel like i can be myself is when i'm home alone
15. i feel like nobody will except me for me
16. truth is i like to have fun, love all types of music, i'm loud, ambitious, and i love dogs.
17. Will anybody ever love me for me?
18. i have a strange fear of losing everyone i ever cared about
19. i'm scared about getting emotionally attached to someone in case they ever leave me
20. i hope i can get over that one day
21. i sometimes feel like i'm ugly and that no one loves me but i know my family does
22. i just hope that one day someone will call me beautiful everyday, say i love you to me, and be my one and only love
23. i just hope that day comes soon
24. because i'm scared that it wont ever happen
25. :/
26. Will it ever happen to me?
27. Honestly who knows but whatever happens happens i guess
28. I hope one day it will
29. until then i'll keep on going until i get my one true happy ending like everyone hopes for
