Alexithymia | p.jm

9. I

She joined him in his room.

Jimin's mom thinking he finally found a girlfriend to love him....

So that maybe he will be happier.

Sadly, the girl he loved did not even have one particle of care for him.

Or so he thought.

"Were you trying to jump off of there?" she asked as she sat on his bed.

"No."

"Sure you weren't....," she replied in a sarcastic tone and just stared at him as he was awkwardly on his desk.

"Why did you come here?"

"I was passing by and I saw you."

"No... why did you want to come in my room?"

"Why not?"

Jimin let out a sigh. His heart was beating rapidly at the sight of her.

He turned around and wrote something down.

He passed it to her..

She took it and read it.

"Will you give me a chance to redeem myself?"

Y/N looked up at him, raising an eyebrow into a questioning expression.

"Can-" he stuttered, "Can I kiss you again?"

Jimin would do anything to have her in his arms before he would end his suffering.

"You want to kiss me again?"

He nodded.

She scoffed and leaned back on the bed, "If you are going to puss out than don't even try..."

Jimin was always disappointed in himself.

He glanced away and sighed.

"Okay Jimin."

His heart was beating yet again.

"I'll kiss you."

He glanced at her... his eyes sparkling.

She gestured for him to come over to her with her pointer finger.

So Jimin stood up from his chair, and slowly made his way over to her.

She grabbed his collar, and pulled him down resulting in Jimin hovering above her.

He almost pussied out again as he felt her body so close.

She pulled him down again, and grabbed the back of his head which basically trapped him and he had no way to go back now.

"One.."

"Two.."

He didn't wait for the three.

He just kissed her.

He thought it was a life or death situation, and if it was a death situation he would accept it anyways.

Y/N trapped him with her hands even more.

She ran her hands up his the back of his head through his hair, and wrapped her legs around his waist.

The kiss slowly turned into a huge makeout session.

Jimin wanted to tell her how much he loved her..

And he hoped that maybe a kiss would give her the message..

But it could easily make Y/N assume the worst.

That he was pretending to be a cold boy without feelings...