Before I die,
Hey baby.
or should I say? bye baby..
I mean..
life was really shitty.
when you read my letters I was the happiest.
but when you sent me letters back...
i always regretted everything ive done and said..
its not your fault.
its my fault for being an idiot.
either way..
i love you...
like i a lot : D
I hope we can meet in heaven, but i probably wont even end up there.
im too useless to be between angels ..
but yeah.
its the end.
i dont deserve you.
you are precious
beautiful
smart
popular
perfect
thats why i loved you so much
i really hoped you would love me back
i knew from the start that you wouldn't.
but it hurts when you dont understand me
no-one understands me
no-one will ever understand me...
Sincerely,
ParkJimin
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Alexithymia | p.jm
Fanfiction"stop sending me your stupid letters. if you want my attention just say it to me in person... idiot." || angst ⚠️ || completed
