Chapter 1

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(Y/N) P.O.V
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I take a big breath looking in the mirror placed in front of me.

Did I really want to do this? I thought to myself running my hands through my hair. Today is one of the biggest moments of my life and all I could feel was anxiety. I pace back and forth in my room deciding if it was worth going.

Yes, of course it was worth going. This is a big pathway to your life.

But what if you embarrass yourself and no one wants to talk to you?

My mind debated back and forth positive things and very negative things.

"Come on (Y/N)! We're going to be late!" My best friend chirps from the living room.

Oh god, it's all happening too soon.

Do I really want to do this?

Is it worth the risk of embarrassing yourself over?

I quickly make up my mind and decide to get my life together.
It's not like I don't want to go. This has been my dream for so long.
I just didn't want to ruin my chance of actually getting somewhere.

I grab my luggage and roll it out of my room.

This is it. As soon as I step outside of this door frame there's no going back.

My very first YouTube gathering.

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