Mission Impossible: Seduce The Woman-Hater (UNEDITED)

Mission 25

Mission 25

Suzy's POV

Papaalis na ko sa school para makipag usap Kay Kai. And no one knows that. Even by bestfriends.. Even Sed. Oh well, speaking of that man, he's been sending me letters and chocolates lately pero di ko pa din Siya nakikita.. Kasi naman busy busyan ang school ko ngayon nuh, ang daming ginagawa eh. And most of the subjects na mag kaklase kami, ay wala rin naman ako kasi may ginagawa din ako sa school ko. Kaya ayun, buti nga nagkaroon ako ng Oras at Lakas ng loob para makipag usap jan Kay Kai eh. Pasalamat talaga Siya...

Tsk,and I even swear to myself na kapag may nasense akong kakaibang kilos ni Kai na Hindi ko nagustuhan nakuuuuu. Hindi talaga ako magdadalawang isip na Gawing miserable ang buhay niya. Psh. I'm doing fine now tapos dumating pa Siya. And I didn't control that because I didn't expect na buhay pa pala Siya... Well ang masasamang damo nga naman, matagal mamatay.

Nandito na ko sa restaurant na sinasabi niyang pagkakitaan namin... Well, not a bad place. I look around, di Siya ganong katagong lugar kaya I have the will to run if anything unexpected happens. (Smirks) di na ko papa apekto sa lalaking yan. Because the day that I left him, that's the day that I've decided na I won't take my future relationships seriously... Kaya Kung mayroon mang dapat sisihin sa pagiging bitch ko ngayon, psh ask that KAI!

I went inside the restaurant... I look at the people, and where the heck is that man!? Nag palate na nga ako Dahil ayoko ng naghihintay tapos----

I was cut off from thinking when I suddenly felt a warm body hugging me from behind. I was stunned. Para akong na freeze... Because I didn't expect that this would happened! I'm expecting na may hatred kami sa isa't isa! Kasi bakit ba naman niya ko babalikan Kung di niya gusto Ituloy ang panggugulo sa buhay ko. Pero... Pero, bakit niya ko Niyakap? Alam naman niyang Ito yung kahinaan ko eh... Dati pa man, noong kami pa, Ito ang lagi niyang ginagawa sakin lalo na kapag nagtatampo ako o naglalambing Siya, but I swear that it wouldn't happened again... But now, why is he doing this?!

"Kai what are you doing? Stop it you're making a scene." I calmly said to him na mukhang ikinagulat niya. Bakit? Eh totoo naman eh, pinagtitinginan na kami, Kayo ba naman makakita ng taong nagyayakapan or should I say naglalandian sa restaurant di Ba makukuha nito attention niyo Diba? Kaya ayun humiwalay naman Siya sakin and pinunta niya ko sa table namin while his hand is holding mine. Hinayaan ko na Lang muna.

Then pagkarating namin sa table namin, I immediately take my hand away from him. At bumuntong Hininga Lang naman Siya.. Kaya naman Nag order na Siya saglit then umalis na yung waiter. Ngayon ... Nagtititigan na Lang kami... Walang nagsasalita... I can feel na he's shuttering... And I can see the excitement in his eyes as well as the sadness ? But why? I can't understand a thing!

"Zylan..." Pagsisimula na. And it caught my attention. Ano kayang sasabihin niya sakin? Na Hindi pa tapos ang unfinished business namin sa isa't isa? Na di pa Siya tapos sakin?arg. Just by Thinking of that nagagalit na naman ako, tsk.

"I miss you.. B-baby...", this time Napatingin na ko sa kanya... What the heck did he just said? Hanggang ngayon di pa din ako nagsasalita... I'm afraid to say something bad. So I'm just controlling my temper at hinahayaan ko Lang Siya. Siya na ang magsalita at makikinig Lang ako.

"Zylan... I didn't meant what happened in the past. I was forced to do it. Nagipit Lang ako sa sitwasyon. I was left with no choice but.. But to do that thing. But I swear! I didn't want to do it! God knows how much I love you and I respected you but then, i still did that thing. So I am really sorry zy. .." He's now crying. And I'm controlling myself to burst out. Just by remembering that day I can't get enough with that thought. Ughh. Now thing's getting more complicated. That's why ayoko ng ungkatin pa ang nakaraan eh. Tsk. Tapos ngayon...

"Kung Tinatanong mo Kung bakit ngayon Lang ako nagpakita, I'm also sorry. Inayos ko Lang yung gusot ko back then. And I've decided na, after I fixed those small problems I have, I'm going to fix and mend our broken hearts... Zylan..." He then hold my hand. Hinayaan ko Lang Siya cause I want to know more! I'm dying to know more god!

"Please... Give me another chance... Please baby, come back to me. I still love. And I never stop loving you! And I know that... That you still feel the same! Kaya nga nakipag Kita sakin ngayon diba? Diba aayusin na natin to? Baby, I miss you so much and I still love you! I maybe sound so desperate but but... I'm going to do anything just please... Come back to me. I love you zy, you know I do..." He's hands is wet is so as mine. He's holding my hand while he's crying. Nakalagay kasi yung kamay niya sa mukha niya habang Hawak ang kamay ko.

Damn! Why is he crying!? I must be the one to act like that but no! I must Be tough. I need to do this. Dahil hanggang ngayon wala pa rin akong pinapakitang reaction sa kanya. Hinahayaan ko Lang kasi Siya sa pinag gagawa niya. Naka poker face Lang ako all the time. Psh.

"Zy? Can you give me that chance? I swear I'll make it up to you. Just please, come back to me..." (sigh) speechless. I didn't expect na ganito yung mangyayari sa usapan namin.

I'm expecting myself to shout at him and I'm expecting him to be the bad guy here. But then, I guess I expected too much. Cause things turned the other way around. I guess I'm the bad guy here kasi Siya ang Umiiyak sa aming Dalawa. Kung titignan kami ng isang taong normal at walang alam, mapagkakamalan mo Lang kaming may LQ at Ayaw Lang patawarin ng babae ang lalaki sa isang simpleng kasalanan Neto. But then, Hindi yun ang issue dito... At Hindi yun isang maliit na kasalanan Lang.

Inalis ko yung kamay ko sa Kamay niya. I'm not looking at him, but I can feel that he's staring at me and from what I am going to do. I digested his question. Can I give him that chance that he wanted? While I'm thinking deeply I suddenly remember someone. Shit! Now it gets more complicated! Bakit sa lahat ng pagkakataon ngayon ko pa Siya maalala? Bakit ngayon Kung kailan kasama ko si Kai!? Does that mean anything? Does that mean something? Is that a clue or a hint of what am I going to do?

"Zy. Please trust me . I'm willing to give up anything just please trust me and give a chance to prove myself... I love you..."

I stared at him. Bakit ganun? Wala ng spark? Wala ng kakaibang feeling Nung Sinabihan niya ako ng 'I love you' parang normal word Lang yun na pwedeng sabihin kahit kanino... And I don't know why am I feeling this way, but it just made me realized something...

I breathe heavily... And made up my mind... I look at him directly in his eyes. Ayoko na. Pagod na ko sa mga nangyayari. My life is such a drama. And I don't want it that way! Kaya naman I've decided na tapusin mga unfinished business ko...

I smiled at him first before saying this.. "Kai Lee. I've suffered enough. Once a girl has been hurt, it's hard for her to trust again. So please Kai, let's just move on. Pinapatawad na Kita now that I've known your reasons kasi I believe that the things we've made can only be forgiven not forgotten. So I'm sorry if I can't give you the chance that you want, the trust that you need and the love that you had once because I already forgive you from what you did to me, but it's really hard to forget because it marked as the worse part of my life. And I guess that time will heal everything, we just need some time..." And with what I said lumayo Siya at napapikit ng Mariin. If he still loves me,he'll let me go. Kasi anong magagawa ko? Di ko na Siya mahal! And I don't want to suffer anymore. I've had enough. And I've decided na mag focus na Lang Kay Sedrick. And I admit na Siya din yung naisip ko Kanina that made me say those things. I think it helped me just like that even if he didn't know that he helped but I can say that he serves as my strength and courage to say those words that I've said before...

I decided to stand up na. Napaka drama na namin dito at pinagtitinginan na kami... So I guess this is what we need to end things up... A closure. Aalis na sana ako nang Hawakan niya ang kamay ko. I look at him.

"Thank you. Thank you for being a part of my life. You are the best thing that happened to my life. If a chance doesn't deserve me, I guess... Being a friend with you is enough?"

He smiled. I just smiled too. Nakakahawa yung ngiti niya and I admit I also missed him, but not as romantic as he want. "Sure." Then umalis na nga ako ng tuluyan.

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam , para akong nabunutan ng tinik Dahil sa mga nangyari. I smiled at that thought. Now i feel so free.