bored af // spam book 2.0

psa

who knew that being depressed meant you get sad for no reason

or a certain thing can trigger sadness

or that "hating" something about you can trigger the sadness

when my chest gets heavy and i wanna cry and talk to someone and be hugged
it can mean i'm going through something
because it happens all of the time
for no reason.

did you know that's what that was?
because i didn't.

and i don't. i won't ever admit that i genuinely have depression.

i'm just in a bad mood.

so this is a psa saying that i am not depressed
unlike every other fucking teenager in the goddamn world

i do not want to be gay
unlike every other fucking child
in the
god
damn
world

i'm not saying all these things because attention and bandwagon and confusion

i'm saying these things to get them off my chest

i'm just

being me.

fuCK i'm so dead i just. don't want to. be ME

i'm gone pip pip cheerio bye friends goodnight