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return of the jedi

me i'm the jedi

and i'm not returning i'm just #upset and #triggered

SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2 OF THIRTEEN REASONS WHY ALSO TRIGGER WARNING FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT

we're not talking about bryce here that's old news but what the fuck @ montgomery doing what he did to tyler

and what the fuck to the show.

I UNDERSTAND THAT THERE WERE MULTIPLE WARNINGS BUT. WHY WAS THIS IMPORTANT TO ADD TO THE SHOW??

just kidding it was important because guys get sexually harassed too, i get it

but. they showed it. a mop— a fucking mop handle up his ass

that's terrifying, haunting, terrible, disgusting, triggering, horrifying, shocking, sad, ugly, gross, nasty, upsetting, depressing, emotional, and so many more negative adjectives

i cried so much and throughout the rest of the episode, i was still sobbing for that same reason

and when it led up to the school shooting (which didn't happen) (i said there were spoilers) was also terrifying, i was shaking by the end of the episode because all of that was too much

it's so hard to think about, i get chills and i clench every muscle i carry

the broom came out bloody. they showed the bloody broom, and i think that hurt me a lot, seeing that.

i can't get over it, but it's only 11:52 PM so if i get some sleep i'll probably feel better in the morning

but like fuck

i had to go in my moms room to hug her and talk to her about that stupid fucking scene just so i could calm down

i was ugly crying for christ sake

but goddamn was it a hell of a good ass show

it's so suspenseful and i love it and recommend it
UNLESS
you are sensitive to gory scenes, sexual assault, bullying, or even discrimination against girls and/or gays (theres more who get discriminated like black people but like we should be use to that right now) (and that doesn't mean it's okay)

idk i'm just upsetti spaghetti and i need a long ass hug

long ass— the the broom and the ass- i'm going to hell FUCK

i'm more terrified of getting nightmares

you'd be surprised of how imaginative my unconscious brain is (is being asleep also being unconscious? idk)

anyways i came back a bit just to say how much of a pussy i am teehee

uuuhhhmmmm ok i think i'm done thank you for coming to my ted talk

WHOOP
also remember when i was like "i'm gay and hate myself" yeah that's still a thing but now +2 people know i'm bi (we're using that term for now) and that's fun

also also new girl crush , whoop

ok skaddidle skaddoodle ur dick is now a noodle bye

(^^ alex when he was paralyzed from the waste down and couldn't get hard LMAO IM DONE BYE)