November 7th
I'm scared but I won't let them know. I'm scared that I won't be able to be as free, as comfortable as I was in Washington. I'm scared how Mom's teammates will react to me telling them that the girl they watched grow up is dead. I won't admit it though, because everything is fine. Or at least that's what I'll say if you ask me.
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"This is it." I say.
I grab a bag of sour patch kids off the shelf and put them in the basket. Kac just nods her head and gets a bag of skittles, putting them in the basket. The thing about Kacee is she wears her emotions. I take her hand in mine and smile at her.
"I got you." I say.
"I know, its just I'm still scared about moving to Florida." Kac says.
We grab a few more snacks before going to the register and paying for it. Once we're done we leave and try to find our way back to where Carli and mom are. Yes, we decided that Washington was great and everything there seemed perfect. But why turn down something that could be a great thing? Also mom told us to give it nine months before we decide if it's going to be something permanent. We finally find Carli, well more like she finds us.
"Guys come on our plane is boarding." Carli says.
We're at the airport and all our things have been checked in. We follow Carli to where mom is standing in line.
"Did you guys get snacks?" Mom asks.
I open the bag that's in my hand and show mom the shit ton of junk food we got.
"Really guys?" Carli asks.
"What can I say I'm a fatass." I respond.
"No you're not and watch your mouth." Mom says.
We finally get on the plane and Kac and I are sitting by ourselves. Mom and Carli are like a row or two behind us. It's about a nine hour flight so we might as well get comfortable. Kac and I don't have anybody else in our row, which I'm happy about. I get my laptop out of my carry on and Kac does the same. We both plug in our headphones and zone out. I feel some pressure on my arm and see Kac is leaning on me, she's asleep. I laugh and take a picture of her. When I open my phone I see I have notifications from Taylor, Payton, and Alex.
•ThatQueerKid•
ThatQueerKid: Dude you better come back and visit or I'll kick your ass btw I love and miss you.
Me: I love and miss you too Taylor. Also if I don't come back I'll let you kick my ass.
•GBF•
GBF: No don't leave me Cody!
Me: Payton, your going to have Taylor with you. Not only that but I didn't want to leave you either...
GBF: Then come back!
Me: Kac and I told Mom and Carli we'd give it nine months before we decide if we want to come back.
GBF: Fuck You!
Me: When and where?
GBF: Here and Now
I laugh and check my last message.
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Becoming Cody
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