Ｌｉｆｅ ｏｆ ａ Ｆｏｒｍｅｒ Ｖｉｋｉｎｇ [ᴍᴀᴛʜɪᴀs's ᴅɪᴀʀʏ]

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July 18th, 2017

*the writing was still child-like*

Hej, journal, can you keep a secret? I found something out today that made me really sad.

I found out that it's my fault that Norge isn't happy anymore. I had given Norway away to Sweden and after that, he changed and wouldn't...couldn't, be happy anymore.

But, what he doesn't know is that...I was scared. I had already lost a lot of battles against Sweden and I was scared to lose again. Sweden MADE me give Norway up! I never wanted too!

And, I wanted to get Norge back so SO bad! But...I couldn't bring myself to face Sweden. I was, again, scared! Do you know how much I missed Norge? A lot! I was alone! I don't like being alone!

*a few drops of what looked like water or tears fell onto the page*

I never meant to make Norge think I didn't want to get him! And I never meant for Norge to be affected like that!

Norge, if you're reading this, I'm sorry! I'm really, really, really, REALLY sorry! I know you probably can't forgive me. I hurt you too much! Again, I'm sorry!