she looks like you | k.t.h

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Yuna: I hope she looks like you.

Message received

You heard that right, it's a girl.

A girl.

And I want her to be just like you.

My biggest fear is that she'll take after me. My mentally ill mind. My uncompassionate heart. My calloused soul. I want none of that for her.

And I'm terrified. Terrified that she'll end up growing in an environment that isn't good for her. Terrified because I can't protect her from the many evils of this world.

But I'm even more terrified that if I did keep her, that if I was the one to raise her, that I'd end up being her greatest evil.

Taehyung: what? who is this?

Huh?

Did I hit send?

Taehyung: maybe you have the wrong number?

I took a deep breath. There's no way he can know it's me. I changed my number. And it's been months since I've last seen him. He wouldn't think that I'd contact him now, would he?

Yuna: Yeah.
Yuna: Sorry.