This is harder than i thought

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Y/N'S POV-

This morning has been hard for us.
Having to wake up early, take the kids to school and now rush over to Lauren's to take her to her first therapy session.

I stop outside her house and approach the door.
Oh how this door brings back so many memories,
Like when me and Lauren were bringing the twins home for the first time after they were born.

A smile creeps on my face at the memories and then I knock on the door.

The door quickly opens revealing a tired but very happy Lauren.
"Hey, I missed you"

Lauren says as she sighs into my neck.

"Missed you too"

We pull back and Lauren just stares at me.
I take this time to look at what she's wearing.

She has a plane white t-shirt and some black jeans.
Her hair is scruffy and has bags under her eyes.
I can see faint tear marks just below her eyes, like she's been crying for hours.

Once I've finished staring at her, I cough a little to brake her out of her trance.
"Uh- sorry"

Lauren rubs the back of her head as I let out a little giggle.

She's too cute when she's nervous.

We get in the car and head off to the doctors.
(A/n: I'm assuming therapy takes place at a doctors)

Once we arrive we get out and I start to walk inside but stop when I notice Lauren wasn't beside me.

I look back and see her standing next to the car just staring at the building.

"Lauren!"

Lauren looks at me and then at the ground as she plays with her fingers.

I walk up to her and put my hands on her shoulders.
She looks at me and I notice tears falling from her eyes.

"Laur-"

I was cut off,
"Y/n, I can't do this... what if they find out all of the bad things I've done and then I go to prison!"

By now she was in full melt down mode.

My hands cupped her face as I whispered reassurance,

"Nothing is going to happen to you, I promise... they're just going to ask you questions on how you feel"

Lauren nods her head as she wipes her tears away.

We walk in wth her hand clutched in mine.

We get guided to the appointment room and we both go in.
"Lauren jargery?"

I hear Lauren groan under her breath as she bitterly says,
"It's Lauren jauregui !"

I smack her arm and she calms down.

We both sit down and the doctor starts asking questions,
"So Lauren, how are you feeling today?"

Lauren scoffed,
"Fine"

This is not how I expected her to react,
"Right... you don't seem okay"

Lauren stood up from her chair with her fists clenched,
"Because I DONT want to be hear!"

I stood up and slapped her arm,

"LAUREN!"

She looked at me and scoffed sitting down again.
This is going to be fun.

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A few long hours later, we finally leave this building.

Lauren was very rude throughout the session and didn't really seem to care about getting better.

I give up.

Right now I am driving Lauren back home,
" he was a dick"

She scoffed under breath which made me angry.

I slammed on the brakes when we hit a red light,

"NO! YOU WERE A DICK, DON'T WANT TO GET BETTER!"

When the light turned green I started to drive again, holding the wheel tight.
"I do, it's just I don't like someone asking me about my problems"

Once I pulled up at her house, I orders her to get out.

"Get out"

She sighed and put her hand on my thigh,
"Y/n, I'm sorry , I was scared and just don't like the doctor"

I rolled my eyes as she gave me a kiss on the cheek and got out.
"I love you"

She stood looking at me as she was about to walk off,

"Love you too"
I whispered.

She smiled and went inside.

God help me

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A/n: UPDATE HAHA
sorry for not updating

Love ya
Hermy

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