LAURENS POV-
"Morning beautiful"
I whisper in y/n's ear as she makes breakfast.
She turns around and wraps her arms around my neck.
"Morning sexy"
She says as she pecks my lips.
I look her in the eyes and just feel happy.
To think it was only a thew months ago when I went crazy again.
Now look at me, I have my wife and kids with me, everything I've ever wanted.
Y/n looks down at her stomach for a minute then looks back up at me while biting her lip.
"Lauren?"
"Yes"
I say as I wait for her to continue.
She looks deep into my eyes as she opens her mouth.
"I'm pregnant again"
I stopped the the word came out of her mouth.
"Y-you're pregnant?"
She nodded her head and gave me a smile.
I don't know what to think.
Should I be happy or worried.
What if I'm not fit enough to be a mum again?
There are so much emotions flying around in my head and I don't know how to feel.
"Uh... wow"
I puffed out with the giant breath I was holding in.
Y/n tilted her at my answer.
"Is that all, 'wow'?"
My eyes widened as I panicked to make some sort of excuse.
" I-I mean I am happy... it's ju-"
Y/n interrupted me.
" I get it, your still recovering and the last thing you need is a baby to look after"
Y/n frowned and I could see tears forming in her eyes as she walked away.
I blew it, she's going to get rid of that baby and hate herself.
I'm so stupid.
Why am I like this? I could've just said I'm happy but emotional.
Ugh I hate myself.
I need to fix this.
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A/n: OMG I'm so so sorry for being a dick and not publishing for like nearly the whole year.
But just know I will update slowly.
Love ya-
Hermy
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