Shawn Mendes Imagines

29. ¤Let Me Clear Up Your Mind

So I know some of you thought the last update was something like that so here it is.

⚠ Dirty ⚠

Shawn's perspective

I hear and feel something moving next to me in the bed, which disturbs me in my sleep. At first, it wasn't really enough to wake me up completely, but now, more that person is moving, more it gets me out of my sleep.

Why is she wriggling like that ?

I open my eyes and glance quickly at the alarm clock on my bedside table : 3.37 AM. I sigh mentaly and roll to my other side, gazing at my girlfriend. Her back is facing me, but I can see the light of her phone in her tiny hands.

"Baby ?" I whisper. "Why aren't you sleeping ?"

Her body tenses at my words, not expecting me to be awake. Then, she lets out a sigh and puts her phone away. She rolls from her side to her back and stares at the ceiling.

"I can't sleep. I'm overthinking." She sighs again.

I prop myself on one of my elbows to see her face fully, and, with my free hand, I caress her cheek.

"Why ? What are you thinking about ?" I ask with concern.

"I don't know. A lot of things. Uni, my parents, your career... The bills."

Oh, I see where she wants to bring me now. Our financial problems... See, we aren't rolling in money, and it becomes worse and worse everyday. Our savings are almost all spent. We have to pay for our apartment, the food, her expensive school fees, and some other stuff with the shitty pay she has from her work in a miserable restaurant.

For my part, I'm just trying to stand out. Nobody believes in my dream to become an artist. Nobody except her. She has always supported me, and even if it's hard for us, she hasn't let me down like a lot of people did.

"Darling, I know it's hard, but we'll face that together, right ? Like we always do." I say as I plant a soft kiss on her forehead.

She simply nods, trying to let me see she's fine. But she is not, I know that.
I take her waist in a strong yet gentle grip and put her body on mine, our face a few inches apart.

"Y/N, I promise you it will be fine. Have I ever lied to you ?" I ask, raising an eyebrow at her, even if she can't see it because of the darkness of the room.

"N-No, Shawn. Never." She whispers to answer my question.

I put my two large hands on each side of her neck, and, with my thumbs, I start to caress her jaw gently. I lift my upper body a little bit to connect her lips to mine, a rest of her vanilla chapstick leaving a sweet taste on my lips. It seems to ease her seeing as she deepens the kiss and presses her body even closer to mine.

"Let me clear up your mind." I breathe out between two of our now heated kisses.

She moans in response when I start to lick and tug gently at her bottom lip. She allows me to slip in her mouth, not even trying to fight for dominance.

I flip us over so I'm now hovering over her. I look at her in the eyes and smile at her. She is so pretty, and the best part of it is that she is mine. My hands then wander to her stomach, her sides, and every other part of her. Goosebumps errupt on her smooth skin as my cold and calloused fingertips explore her warm body. I look at her one last time to make sure she's 100% ok with what is coming next. She nods slowly, and I start to trail a lane of kisses and lovebites all along her neck. She needs it so much that she's already tugging at my hair with her slender fingers, even if I haven't really begun yet. I don't stop until the neckline of her t-shirt makes me.