Missing Part 2nd book (Japan x reader)

11: right?...

I woke up that next morning
With a heavy head
I'm drowning in my thoughts
So many thoughts....
And unanswered questions....
I shook my head and sat up
I shouldn't worry about it to much
Well at least for now...
I should be thankful right?
It's been years since I last seen him
Years since I last talked to him
This is normal right?
Right?...
People change
A lot if you think about it
If I compared me with myself a month ago
You would see a difference
In the way I think and in other places to
You might not know it but we change everyday

A once innocent and pure child can turn into a scary and harmful person
......
Right?
......

How did I even get to this subject...
I sighed and put a hand through my hair
Why is life so confusing
Why must we live in this world of confusion and misunderstandings

I should really stop thinking
Hmmm I looked around
It's really quiet
No surprise there
I guess some things haven't changed...
Right?

And why haven't I stopped thinking yet
I can't stop and I won't stop
And oh my god

I got off the comfort of the bed and set my feet down on the cold wood floor
Shivers went up my spine
Why wood floors

I sighed
Wait I should explore the wilderness that is Kiku's house
I opened the door and walked out
Where should I go first....
Right or left....
Or I could just go back into the room
But I can do whatever I want...
Well sort of
This is a really nice house though
It's traditional yet modern
It also has that homey feel to it
Not to mention it's really peaceful and calm.....

"(Y/n)?"an unidentified voice said snapping me back to the real world
I jumped a bit and put my hands up ready to fight but I just heard a light chuckle
Oh it was just Kiku
I put my hands down
Is it bad that I actually wanted to fight something
I mean it's one way to make things awesome
Right
Wait no
No no no I am not promoting violence
Don't do violence children
And I'm going crazy
Wait no
I always been crazy

But I don't care....i love it
Gosh dang it there I go again
Someone please stop me
Before I get out of hand
Nowwww what does Kiku want

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