ANXIETY !! Part 1{COMPLETED}

Chapter 20«Marissa»

Kyron Been Having Me Rolling All Day. He Made My favorite Food that He Use To Make For Me All the Time & His Speciality bbq Boneless Wings. No One Makes them like Him & That's The First Thing I Wanted & He Made CheeseDip. We Was On the Couch Watching Some Movie On Netflix Called "1 mile To You"! It Was Pretty Interesting. Kyron looked At Me And Said "Where You think Damion At Right Now"? I Didn't Understand Why He Was Asking Me that , I Was Confused. "Um I Don't Know , Why You Ask Me that"? "Do You Worry That While He Here He Gone Try To Fuck With Krissy"? "Don't You Fuck With Krissy"? "Yea , but-" I Cut Him Off And Said "Oh Your the One That's Worried About WhAt's Going On With Them Two"? "No I Just"- I Cut Him Off And Said "Its Aight Couss. I Mean Their Maybe Together , Then Maybe Their Not , but I'm Not Worried About It Nomore. You See I Haven't Said Anything About Her Since I been Here. I'm Over it"! Kyron Said "Well Their Not Together Now Cuz She On Her Way Over Here , but I Don't Know How I'm feeling About that. I Mean Is It Ok With You"? I Laughed & Said "Kyky This Is Your House. I Ain't Running Shit Fam"! He Laughed Hella Hard & Said "Quit Calling Me that Mane Forreal"! "Awwwww Does It Make You Think About Kyeuna"? Kyeuna Is Kyrons Ex from St.Louis & We CAlled Her KyKy. They Were So Inlove Until He Moved Leaving Us Both Heartbroken. She Good Now , Been Good. Work At A Buffet & Do hair As A Side Job. Her Styles be fye , So Of Course her Money be Right. He Said "She Inboxed Me the Other Day Asking How I Was Doing"! "Ooouuu forreal"? "It ain't Even like That. She Was Just Checking On Me." "Mhm , Alright"! He Said "So You Really Cool With Her Coming Over"? I Said "Yes. She Stay In Her Place, I'll Stay In Mine." "Cool , Cool"! *Doorbell Rings* In My Head I thought , Here We Go!
I Was Sitting On the Couch Still Watching the Movie , And Eating Wings & Popcorn! In, Krissy Walked. She look Like She Had The Shit On Her Mind. She Couldn't Even Be Fake Good & Say "Hey"! She Said "Wassup Mrs.Cartney"? laughing. I Said "Hey Krissy Monae"! She Said "The One And Only"! Kyron Started Looking like "this Shit Was A Big ass Mistake."! Him & Krissy Sat Down Together & I Said "Sooo , How Long You & My Cousin been talking"? She Looked At Me Like "Why Is You Making Small Talk With Me"! She Said "Long Enough"! I Was Done Right There. I Turned to The Tv & Didn't Say Anything Else. I Wasn't With All that Mouth. Kyron Said "Krissy Chill. You Said You Was Good." She Said "I like Her. I Just Wanna Know What Made Her Inbox Me"! I looked Back At Her & She Had Her Legs Crossed & hands Over them. She Came Over Here In Shorts & A Tanktop & Her Hair In A Ponytail. This Bitch Was Still Pressed About Me , And I Wasn't fucked Up About Her! I Said "I Inboxed You On Some Bullshit , Because I had the Ring & Finding Out About the Nxt Bitch, I Wasn't HAving it"! "Well bitch You Shoulda Went To Yo Nigga , Not Me. Sending Wedding Invitations & Shit. I Never Knew Anything about You"! Kyron Said "Woah , With That Bitch Word"! She Said "Sorry Baby" Still Looking At Me tho! I Said "What You Want? An Apology? I'll Give You that! I'm the Type Of Bitch that Don't Mind Saying When I'm Wrong , So I Apologize"! She Laughed & Said "Where Them big Balls At thAt You Had When You Was In St.Louis"? Kyron Said "Krissy Forreal , Chill the Fuck Out. You Said You Was Gone Be Good. Marissa Aint Fucked Up Nomore bae , Why Are You"? She Said "Because the Bitch Had Alot Of Mouth & I Wanna See What them Hands Do. I'm Curious". I Said " Oh You Wanna Fight"? "Yes , I Wanna Fight You. Pregnant & All". Kyron looked At Krissy In Disgust. I Was Thinking "He Didn't think She Wanna Fight Me , Because Of Our Argument. She Wanted to fight Over Damion Ass & She With My Damn Cousin". I Felt Some Type Of Way About That "Pregnant & All" because first I'm No Longer Pregnant & Second , Who Wants To Fight A Pregnant Person?  D' fuck With These Nasty Stripper body , AiDs In the Mouth Ass Hoes. Swallowing Kids. I Can't Deal. I Said "I'm Not Pregnant Nomore Hoe , but We Can Fight"! "You're Not Pregnant Anymore"?! It's Like That's All She Heard. "No I'm Not" I Didn't Wanna Talk About it, So I Went On to Say,  "Are We Gonna Fight"? She Started Laughing & Said "Bitch You Was faking That Pregnancy"! I Was Hot Now , And I Said "Excuse Me"? "You Heard Me. You've Always Been A Empty Stomach Ass bitch this Whole Time." She Started Laughing Hard As fuck & Said "Imaginary , Ugly Ass Baby"! I Ran Up On that Bitch Knocking Her Ass Over the Couch. She Got Up & We Was fighting like Niggas. We Started In the Living Room , Made it To the Kitchen & Back To The Living Room. Kyron Was Trying His Hardest to Break This Shit Up. Damion bust Through the Door. I Guess He Heard All the Commotion When He Walked Up to The Door. Kyron Said "Damn Nigga. Just bust In My Shit." D' Said "I heard All this Damn Yelling & You Aint breaking Shit Up"! "Nigga I'm trying"! Damion Grabbed Me, And Kyron GrAbbed Krissy. This Shit Ended In the Damn Bathroom. I Ain't Gone Lie , that lil Bitch Don't Go , but On My Baby Life I Ain't Just Take No L! She Was Saying "Yea bitch. Yea bitch I beat Yo Ass"! I Said "K. You Came Over Here For What You Wanted Bitch You Can Leave"! She Said "Fuck You"! Damion Said "Mailman, What the fuck Happened"? I Said "His Name Kyron"! "It's Mailman When I'm talking To Him"! Kyron looked So Pissed Off. His House Was A Mess & Krissy Really Used Him to Get To Me. She Touched His Arm Saying "Baby Im-" but He Yanked Away & Went To his bedroom Slamming the Door Shut behind Him. Damion Asked Me Was I Ok , Cuz the Miscarriage Was Recent & He Want Me Taking it Easy. Krissy Said "So , She's Not Pregnant Anymore huh? The bitch Never Was". Before I Could React Damion Snatched Krissy Up by Her Throat So Fast. I Wanted To Laugh , but I Didn't. He Said "Krissy Watch Yo Damn Mouth. Take Yo Ass On Somewhere Mane forreal" he Said Pushing her Away. She Spazzed , like Jumped On Damion Saying "I hate You" & "You Hurt Me" & Just Everything. The Bitch Need An Award. Kyron Came Out The Room & Damion Had Pushed Her Off Of Him Onto The Couch. Kyron Said "If You Love Him , Get Out Of My House. I'm tryna Love & Treat You better , but You Stuck On this Man Who SAid He Ain't Love You To Your Face".Damion Said "Chill"! Kyron Said "I'm forreal. If You Love Him More Than Me Get Out Krissy. Just Please Get Out." And He Walked Back Into His bedroom. I Said "Damn bitch , My Cousin Do Got Feelings"! She Said "Fuck You Marissa" I Smiled. She Said "And Fuck You Damion." He Shrugged His Shoulders , And I WAlked Up to Him & Kissed Him Right In Her face. She Picked Up Kyron's LAmp & Threw it At Us. We Ducked Right On Time & She Just Walked Out The Door. I looked At Damion & Said "That bitch Is Fuckin Crazy , And What You Doing Here Anyway"? "Well , I Came Back To Get My Charger Out Your Purse. I Remember Putting It In there." "Aw Ok". I Gave Damion His Charger & he Said "Aight. I'm Out"! "K. Let Me Go Check On My Cousin"! "Tell that Nigga he'll be Aight. Not Just Cuz Krissy My Ex , but She Ain't On No Moving On type Shit No time Soon. She being A Kid. I broke Her Heart , And Now She Breaking the Nxt Person Heart , And I hate that , but She Doing Everything So Childishly" "Yea You Are Right Baby & Awwwww , I'll Let Him Know"! He Laughed & Said "Whatever Dude. Chill With The Mushy Shit. Give Me A Kiss"! We Kissed Softly & He Said "Aight. Call Me Later"! I Said K. I love You! "I Love You too" & He Left. It Seems like Every Since The Miscarriage , We Done Got Closer , And thats Crazy. Ugh , Why We Couldn't be Like This While I Was Pregnant? Rest In Peace , My Lil DJ, My Rock , My Everything! My Heart Began To Hurt. Damn , I Came Here Sad , Needing Ky' & Now Krissy fucked Up His Mood. Ugh , that bitch! I'm Back In A funk , until My Cousin Is ok. She Really Did Him Wrong. I looked Up At Kyron Wall & Saw A Drawing Of Him & Krissy. They Were At their Wedding Kissing Infront Of The Pastor. He Saw Himself Spending the Rest Of His Life With this Girl. I Just Shook My Head & Thought "Damn" to Myself. He Really Love Her. He loves Krissy. He loves the bitch I hate. I Wanna Cheer My Cousin Up , And help Him & Her , but....Man , Me & Krissy Started off On the Wrong foot & I think It's Gonna forever be On the Wrong foot With Us.