Chapter 21

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Mila's P.O.V

I stuttered too much.

Oh fuck.

"Yeah.. be right back." Brandon said.

When he got outta my room, I hit myself on the head.

"STUPID! YOURE SUCH A BAD LIAR!!!" I yelled at myself.

I slapped myself on the head and remembered the picture.

Walking to my desk, I felt a tear fall out.

I miss him so much.

I'm still in love with him.

But I just can't handle the pain.

I know I caused so much pain to everyone.

But I'm just not ready.

I got the picture and started ripping it to pieces.

Ripping it into tiny pieces.

I wish he felt this.

I feel tears coming out but I quickly wiped it and held it in.

I was still ripping the picture when I heard someone talk.

"Mila, what are you doing?" Brandon asked.

My eyes went wide and I turned around as if nothing happened.

I hid the ripped pieces behind my back.

"Uhh.. nothing. What's up?" I asked casually.

But I'm really worried that he'll know what I'm doing.

"..Well... ima go meet Yasmin at the park. Be back later."

I nodded.

"Ohh and what do you have behind you?" He asked suspiciously.

"N-Nothing." I stuttered.

I such a bad liar.

He smiled for some reason and walked away.

"BYEE MILAA!" He yelled.

"BYEE BRANDONN!!" I yelled but quickly covered my mouth.

FUCK! I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER HIS NAME!!!

I got on my bed and slapped my head again.

I'm so stupidddd!

I got out my phone and saw the screensaver.

Tears came out and I just let them fall.

I didn't bother to erase the picture.

I can't keep running away from my problems.

I sobbed quietly thinking of Zion.

Who knew love could hurt this much?

Brandon's P.O.V

I walked out of Mila's house and ran all the way to the park.

I finally got there and saw Yasmin sitting under a tree near the lake.

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